Saturday, April 2, 2011
Omg i think i got tailed by a ghost.
Sometimes i get this feeling that something is around.
When friends crawl up on me, most of the time i can tell that they're already behind me.
it's sorta like my 6th sense or something.
you can call it paranoia if you like, but i've gotten my fair share of encounters.
When i feel something, i feel something.
it's like how blind people can tell that you're around them, it's an instinct.
so everything was fine, i haven't been thinking about anything paranormal in nature.
then suddenly, after the lift doors closed, and after ascending passed the 4th floor or something i felt an existence.
the insecurity was overwhelming, it's been a very very long time since i felt this.
it's almost satanic and i was looking around, like seriously all around me while i picked into my wallet and dug for my keys.
i always prepare my keys in the lift, because i know that i felt this existence on multiple occasions.
i have to reinforce that this is the most intense one.
i was so flustered, i missed the lock a couple of times for both keys.
and i was really freaking out.
finally i turned the knob and stepped in hurriedly.
thank god my mum's at home, and i stared to the open corridor for quite some time, before timidly pulling the gate back into place and locked it.
i was still looking out, i felt something and it's real.
i know it is.
then my mum said i looked as though someone was chasing after me.
i said i felt something behind me, and she's used to me saying that already, since it's not the 1st time - prolly like more than 5.
that was really freaking scary.
like really.
which is why my dad is bringing me to pray for an amulet on monday, even though i am not going to tekong.
i dont know if it works, but whatever happens please dont haunt me.
shit.
edit: I just talked to my mum, and offered some joss sticks. she confirmed that i reached home at almost exactly 12am and it's the start of the 3rd lunar month. And this year, the 古清明 and 新清明 lies on the same date which is on 5th April - my enlistment date. On top of that, i think cck area is well known for it's cemetaries.
Fuck.
I think it's a hint, like how the terrorist attacks, earthquakes and doomsday are supposed to show a correlation. I am damn scared.