Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Halfway through the 3rd week and there's some preparation for the coming performance.
there was this guy within the group, who titled this entity as a 'fucking failure'.
hey, even when people can't pick themselves up and contribute, this is not the ideal answer.
in fact, it's almost the worst.
disheartened we were, i have to say that it made the atmosphere darken with dissatisfaction and hidden anger.
ionno if you'd been a leader before, but being domineering doesn't grant the right to shut everyone/everything down and expressing you and and only your voice.
the world revolves around a central burning star, not you.
we still managed to get things done, thanks to a couple of motivated and interested individuals.
in times like this, the capable elites will shine above the rest.
they may not be the most intelligent, but they have the character and charisma that influence and inspire.
command with respect; that's what i mean.
i have been really quiet, but at least i keep everything to myself and not let the floodgates open to overwhelm the crowd with vulgarities and discontent.
maybe i haven't contributed as much, but hey, judge me for all you want for i only have 6 days left with you.
and i dont really care.
actually, nothing matters as long as there's music and a print to engage me.
so much for my 19th.
thank you, for showing me that there's more to worse than the worst and that there's more to anything you see.
those fronts, facades and whatever you call that;
i'm glad i wasnt trapped, or wounded.
i guess that makes a good birthday gift after all.