Saturday, March 12, 2011
thinking of taking the As again.
maybe during the 2nd year of NS.
and now i thank NS, and hope that they make me perm PES E.
i really want to do this all over again, by myself.
researching the possible areas, with the prerequisite that i will NOT be given a seat in SMU business admin.
rather than being sad and down about it, i'd rather buck up and even if it means dying in NS, i want this.
badly.
somehow, i am motivated to do justice to myself by the work at expo.
i know i can do this, and i knew i was complacent.
so, i will stay committed and start studying now.
1st, i'd need to get my notes ready.
and know how to go about applying for the spa exams and stuff.
wish me luck please, and here comes the driven qihao.
not the stupidly bored and enjoying-life asshole.