Thursday, January 13, 2011
serotonin, phenylethylamine and dopamine are the reasons behind the chemistry of/in love.
so that means that love is but mere a result of hormonal changes.
which may mean that if relevant medication is received such that these hormone levels were altered to a normal state, you will lose your love?
that is so weird.
and there is this other hormone called oxytocin which causes you to both love and hate.
maybe when my blood boils, it's due to an overproduction of oxytocin.
it's weird, at least to me, that how and what you feel is governed by known and readily synthesised chemicals.
this may mean that futuristic psychology may include the prescription of such drugs to help psychotics tide over their conditions.
but inappropriate use may literally mean that you can produce a robotic human, stripped of most, if not all, emotions,
on another note, certain things are like mirrors.
while intact, it reflects a harmonious and complete picture.
when the mirror shatters, this picture crisps along with it and no matter how hard you try to glue it back, the scars between the sharp glass edges are here to stay.
every action is irrevocable.
just like every word that is seen or heard.
and when the devilish side of oxytocin starts kicking in to remind you of the vandal who smashed your mirror, it's too late for the angelic love-oxytocin to neutralise the hatred.
especially since the nonchalant vandal continues hammering the broken pieces into finer shards.
that's just gross and indecent.
i admit that i am stupid, and my jokes may be retarded.
but if you make me feel worthless and unwanted, which at times i do call myself that, be prepared because a war is brewing.
and trust me, if i can't win it, i'd make sure you don't too.
because i hate you.
and putting :) behind an offensive text doesn't mean anything friendly at all.
especially if prejudice is already present.
it just makes me think of you as some faker who can't use words properly to display feelings.
let me teach you something.
if you are pissed about a reply on facebook, use very very short sentences in the next reply.
it shows that you cant be bothered anymore, and it strikes people with a louder oomph.
it also works better if you add a fullstop behind.
doh i feel like removing the tagboard.
sigh