Monday, January 10, 2011
ROT DECAY DECOMPOSE DEGENERATE DISINTEGRATE FESTER PUTREFY
thats what happening to me.
omg, i am so bored doing nothing at home.
i am literally staring into blank space!
i wake up to stone and eat and shit and sleep.
it's so terrigible it's like schooltime.
except i rather stone than go to school to be pestered upon.
i suppose it's time for me to go emo again.
shop alone, watch movie alone, lunch alone, play alone.
it's alot easier doing things alone for me.
because waiting for replies take forever, or never.
and in reality, you decide better when you are on your own.
when in a group, we are told to accept all perspectives and suggestions.
so much so that it's so messy and occupied until noone can make a choice for everyone and eventually, end up doing nothing.
dohhhhh.
FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME, LIFE SUCKS.
i may sound crazy saying this, but i hope i get enlisted soon.
this is killing me.
ARGH