Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Never trust a demure person's storytelling of non-demure stuff.
it's like asking primary school devils to teach me how to be a grownup.
although i have to admit that i am still a little childish, just a little :O
the lasik treatment is scary.
although you are sedated, it's a mild dosage and only instils numbness.
you are still AWARE of anything and everything the doctor's gonna do to you.
that includes resting a suction ring on the eyeball;
and sliding the surgical blade across the ring to cut a flap on the cornea;
and peeling the flap to one side;
and force you to stare at a blinding laser for a minute or so;
and to displace the flap back to the original position;
and glue the flap to place.
AND REPEAT IT FOR THE OTHER EYE.
all while you are conscious.
while i am scared of frogs, i am actually more afraid of eyeballs.
those wholesome ones, coz they are so freaky no?
eyeball-phobia.
those horror movies with flying eyeballs are the worst.
and the chapter on eyeballs in the biology textbook.
D:
i think i will be scared like shit for the lasik treatment.
and my mum hasnt given me a reply as to which clinic and method she's going for.
omg, i am going to witness my surgery on my eyes with my own eyes.
i wonder if they can blind me or something.
and post-treatment, i cant use any hair product or let any chemical get into my eyes.
i will be sensitive to bright light and be constantly tearing.
for one week.
so i cant go out :/
planning to go for the consultation soon and schedule for lasik post cny.
oh, and those newyear music out there defames chinese orchestra's reputation.
it's so downright depressing.
ughh.