Friday, December 4, 2009
Coming to think of it, this is like going to become my diary or something in taiwan. i feel quite, outcast or maybe i am just paranoid or something.
"But it's ugly," a statement that probably confirmed that - unintentional, i hope. today, i guess, is the lunar 15th, and i'd mentioned more than once that within a day of a full moon, i will be extremely depressed, low and topsy-turvy.
Forcing a smile on cameras aint an easy task. Nor is it doing a chinese-knot. had chemistry lesson with my buddy today. i was freaking quiet, not shy though, in class. being aloof is sometimes a bliss, i guess. they actually calculate effective nuclear charges and comparative atom numbers with a given lattice. Wow, i guess. Wow Wow, since i actually understood the lesson visually though being impaired in the ears.
sian, today ended. (started at a chilling 16C) two more days to our sports meet, dang. And i am really jealous at victorians who purchased something already. I'd spent singapore dollars $1 for my milk tea and approximately 13 more on a sim card. that's all. in 3 days, i spend 14 bucks on 2 items, dang, i have to think of something to splurge on - with MY money, that is.
Today's sd card yield less than 30 pictures. thought the welcome ceremony would contribute a far amound of memory. Thought.
Saw Nicole today, hinted me something - i don't need hints but somethings are better left alone, really.
Really low at the ceremony; i am having some psychological disorder. No lies, everytime a full moon strikes, i will become a hardcore emo. something like the curse of a werewolf i guess.
Tomorrow be fun, please, and am trying to start socialising, dont know why i was so enclosed and self-protective since day 1.
Today's handwriting is on average, and i am so depressed i dont know what to share about. its a slow and imcomprehensive day today. thank god not arduous.
lets hope for an 18C tomorrow. Cya all and take care like i am. :)