Friday, April 10, 2009
zoinks~
you know what? school has been bombastically fun mixing around with the cool and glam people :D
the involvement in anything and everything evolves anyone and everyone into some monstrosity deprived from the subjective-term "sleep"...
cca is rocking, playing fengnianji and longteng is really cool though not having touched on them for quite some time already :D
and i love pugongyingdeyueding to the maxxxxxxxxx!
it's super chio :D
not some kind of veteran in the set and choice pieces yet, but yep, somewhere there...
conversations with koknam always made me feel a lil weird, as if the worlds we're in are like completely alienated from each other...
i am freaking nervous and scared of the selection tomorrow...if what i hold is lost, i will be lost. completely lost. and koknam's got it already...it's just so different.
its good to be in mj, coz competition is minimised by like, close to 70% i suppose. but its not good to be in mj either, coz people fail madly there like there's no tomorrow which i cannot take.
i dont mug, i really dont, people know me for that.
but i know i can understand stuffs easily, independently.
as far as i know, i dont fail as long as i read through beforehand. :D
and this is a characteristic about me - 遇强则强，遇弱则弱.
there's so much insecurity in vj, not over our material possessions, but more of psychological and mental ones...
it's fun, but you dont know what's gonna happen anytime coz people generally dont show what they feel, dont do what they think they should do, and dont express what you dont want them to express...
it's just, ummm, weird...
like me XD
i dont know what to blog about now, though i knew i started with so many topics in mind...
i feel like vomit, lol...
eat yourself la...
randoms~ :D