Thursday, April 16, 2009
elo, its me again...
and guess what? today is THURSDAY!
and you know what that means? TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!
:D :D :D
i love it when fridays draw near, its like sooooooo cool :D
though i dont know why its cool and why i like fridays soooo much :D
just read joshua's blog, analysed abit, and came up with some pangsai :D
well, vj life looks fun from the outside - totally agree, lol
from the inside, it's not as fun as expected - yeps :D
friendships not super-strengthened, lack of rest and time and factors lik that makes it not as fun, yet. it's just so different from sec sch - everything varies now -
from schedules to lunches and dismissals to ccas.
absolute fun value is definitely lower than that in sec sch coz of these changes.
but percentage fun? unknown. it's subjective. come to think of it, ngee ann is really freaking fun like noooo tomorrowS, and yep, better than vj life now. and why is sec sch life so great? good friends who support and hang out like crazy, loving teachers easily bullied, mamamia cca acquaintances and yep, basically, it's about friends. very close ones.
and this is the year of SYF, and also the sporty seasons :D, so yeps, everyone's probably too engrossed in all the activities such that they dont even have time for adequate rest, and needless to say, further plays that drain that minute amount of remaining energy from them such that they cant even support themselves in standing postures.
ok, maybe i exaggerated. but yeps, leave everything to after syf :D
we will organise mooooore outings :D
who doesn want that? perhaps selfish people who dont need friends - retarded whores.
i think (almost)everyone in class wants to be alot more bonded together, having fun like the times in sec 3 - no Os to worry about, just go out catching movies, gossiping, playing retarded games and scream and shout like mad people - and we're getting closer, i think.
time and initiative.
i am really dying for 54 to be super together.
i dont know why but perhaps its dejavu that i have this feeling 54 is going to be the most memorable and exciting class, for me, ever in life.
and it'd better happen, lol
i just take out paper and draw "09s54" out of no reason, then thought that i was designing something, and so, shirts then, lol...
do i sound desperate? lol, i think i do, and i admit i am.
at least i admit, lol
desperate...not for girls lik i'd never seen any before, but for FWENS who defines a percentage of your life for you.
it's not that i have no friends, but, confidantes and crazy/on/freaking nice people to talk to is what everyone needs now, correct me if i am wrong.
time, how long more? we have 1.5 years more to create bombastic history.
:D gambate.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
lol, in vj, i find more pro gossipers then me...
lol, and i was known for gossiping back in nas, lol...
so it was saturday minutes ago, and yeps, early in the morning we had full dress rehearsal in the pt so we were like wearing full black with silver tie - its quite nice :D
and then amanda was like so scary, again
its like :
me: amanda, can help me tie tie?
amanda: NO
eventually benedict helps me with e tie, thanks :D
i still cant pronounce benedict - its either with t but no c, not with c but no t...
it's weird, lol
and, uh, i am still quiet... sighs.
i dont know, it's just that i cant speak up in co lik that in class or in orientation...
it's weird...
the rehearsal just zoomed past in what seemed to be like 20min.
and everything's like over, and ready for lunch...
yangzhouchaofan :D and i met huiting and chatted with her for a while, just a while...
sighs agains...
then saw joshua and bastien with school ties over their necks...wow...
then we went through the concert songs like once for each piece, and dismissed at sometime near 4 i guess...
then i joined frisbee, sighs...
and played for like some time till its lik 6 and we left for the co room where i stoned outside for like an hour before going for dinner at pastamania...
marinara - linguine, combo 2, cream of tomato, iced lemon tea!!!!!!!!
noone was sitting in front of me while having dinner...
and everything proceeded on with me still being the silent one...
gossip madnesses and rebecca joined us somewhere through, then we left for home...
sighs, the end...
lol, can someone teach me not to be quiet? lol...
sighs.
Friday, April 10, 2009
zoinks~
you know what? school has been bombastically fun mixing around with the cool and glam people :D
the involvement in anything and everything evolves anyone and everyone into some monstrosity deprived from the subjective-term "sleep"...
cca is rocking, playing fengnianji and longteng is really cool though not having touched on them for quite some time already :D
and i love pugongyingdeyueding to the maxxxxxxxxx!
it's super chio :D
not some kind of veteran in the set and choice pieces yet, but yep, somewhere there...
conversations with koknam always made me feel a lil weird, as if the worlds we're in are like completely alienated from each other...
i am freaking nervous and scared of the selection tomorrow...if what i hold is lost, i will be lost. completely lost. and koknam's got it already...it's just so different.
its good to be in mj, coz competition is minimised by like, close to 70% i suppose. but its not good to be in mj either, coz people fail madly there like there's no tomorrow which i cannot take.
i dont mug, i really dont, people know me for that.
but i know i can understand stuffs easily, independently.
as far as i know, i dont fail as long as i read through beforehand. :D
and this is a characteristic about me - 遇强则强，遇弱则弱.
there's so much insecurity in vj, not over our material possessions, but more of psychological and mental ones...
it's fun, but you dont know what's gonna happen anytime coz people generally dont show what they feel, dont do what they think they should do, and dont express what you dont want them to express...
it's just, ummm, weird...
like me XD
i dont know what to blog about now, though i knew i started with so many topics in mind...
i feel like vomit, lol...
eat yourself la...
randoms~ :D