Tuesday, March 17, 2009
haha, there's really alot of stuffs to blog about... =/
and i dont know where to start from :P
had been leading a really hectic life recently, and getting all lethargic and low at home at night...
nvm, lets just start with all that i'd went through, starting last friday, if i'd recollected the exact happenings...
went gym for the alpha-th time, and it's pretty fun i thought :P
i didnt really get myself involved in cardio practices but more or less playing with the alien-looking devices around ;P
zh,cy,zm,grace,ck,dion,jh,el were there with me, if i remembered correctly..
and engleong was acting cute as always :P
measured my height and weight there and noted a 0.4 cm increase in height over the past two dearing years...
and officially 62kg...
had a $32 fish&co platter which didn leave much of an impression accompanied with a gigantic jungle freeze which i thought was average too =/
and after the dinner i was damn stunned!
chankai's hands aint no sweaty anymore!
but after what seemed to be 20s, the liquids started to ooze out :P
we, or at least for me, unwillingly left for home. the end.
then it was saturday, and cca was cancelled due to CTs...
went out with wr,joshua,greg and jr joined us sometime ltr at esplanade library...
bought a iced cafe latte which tasted a lil above average...
had a rather productive homework salvage, i thought...
we left for dinner at bk at marina, and wr wanted to check out comix for resident evil 5..
eventually, he got lost and we expected the customer service's receptionist to call out his name, but of course, duh, it didnt...
he found his way back, after 20min i think, and we left for pool...
before pool was a 20min queue-up for atm madness...
and followed wr to get his game at hmv before returning for pool...
ok, i'm a noob. the end.
ohya, greg left halfway but i cant remember when and why he left...
joshua and wr took the red line home, i think...
and jr and i went for the green one which included two new unglam stops - pioneer and joo koon :P
i think i asked alot questions =/
that's weird, =/
sunday went ahma's house for buffet since her birthday was drawing near...
it's rather nice, and got abit sad someway through, but whatevers...
it was school, and lets forget about school...
nothing much about it anyways...
lynx got 2nd for cheer and 3rd for games...
overall? 2.5nd/rd!
house people were really cool, and witnessed their hard work the day before the actual cheerleading event...
good job cheerleaders!
hais..
i missed 3 cca days so far...
i feel really bad, really...
i feel indebted to co for some reason and actually feel that i should do something to contribute =/
how? practise for honours...
maybe =/
come to think of it, i feel abit lost...
i just read meishan's blog and pondered deeply...
change - did i change?
i shouldnt but have i?
i thought i laughed louder than before and it was rather irritating when i heard myself...
i thought i was more lively than before and i find myself weird...
as in, how come i changed? i didn even allow myself to change...
i think i hate myself more than i do in the past...
and confidence diminishing..
i cant even articulate my words coherently in gp sharing or pw presentation now...
so much have changed...
isit the school culture?
i dont know...
i think i am still me, thats for the innate being...
but expressions changed, T_T
how? what should i do?
change back? can i? dont know? lost~