Thursday, April 3, 2008
sometimes...
some things are beyond your control...
and some things that seemed to be within your vicinity isnt seemingly the case...
sometimes...
some things are just so vague and blurry...
and some things that seemed so simple and real turns out to be a complex virtual concept...
sometimes...
your life just isnt your life...
coz you are limited by everything around you...
the environment...
the air...
the people...
and all the other factors in contact with you every single day...
sometimes...
the word "fake" comes into your life...
and sometimes...
you dont even know what some people are really like...
are they nice?
are they evil?
are they rich?
are they poor?
they portray several images of themselves...
each in a different setting...
each in a different style and motion...
and yet..
when it comes to the conclusion...
you cant really examine or understand what this person is trying to introduce...
you show all the different sides of yourself...
and sometimes...
these sides make people really ponder..
to brainstorm for all the possible reasons why you did such things...
and still...
you are reduced to the very possibility that you are cheated upon by this sacred someone...
still...
do you choose to be veiled from this grotesque truth...
or do you prefer to shun this person and change the entire perspective?
and whats worse is that this particular individual has no idea of whats happening...
this person just got the feeling that someone is getting away...
yet couldn do anything...
coz the cause is the tiniest thing that you thought noone would ever uncover...
yet the least you expect it to occur...
it still happened...
and somehow...
some people got to know about this thing...
so..
is the real you "feign" or just "ideal"?
the above is just something meant for people who actually understands MY english :D
hope you didn spend half and hour digesting that piece of essay :D
read it out in your heart...
coz what i post about is not something to be conpartmented into some tiny space in your silent brain :P
lols...
that shall be my post...
coz its a pathetic timing now and i believe i am missing quite some bit of 青蛙王子 拜金女..
so yup...
and byes :D