Monday, April 7, 2008
so...
hows life?
i simply have to blog today...
though theres another 30 pages of physics to go...
argh...
there was this co meeting today..
and its supposed to be a ....meeting...
yet this meeting was sooo special that it seems more like a discussion...
and i know that either we voice out or not...
it doesn really matter...
i thought they have got the mentality of LISTENING to us..
it seems like ALL teachers only require us for rudimentary information...
once thats done...
they marked us with the "expired" label...
and totally neglect us, on purpose!
so whats the point?
you are like making use of people when they are of value to you...
and still...
you DONT trust our value, and dont freaking care of anything we raise out...
so, government is trying to encourage youth involvement..
and undeniably, its difficult to attain...
and since we ATTEMPTED to make the difference and be the difference...
why is it so that preventive measures were made such that your shit-filled brains filter OUR opinions and add in your own, often in the process, neglect ALL the objectives of the meeting?
and sometimes, matters are tackled to bring about a better environment..
and i answered what i truly feel in that particular so-called "meeting"...
yet, some insensitive bullshit could direct the problem to someone else...
when the bullshit itself is the root and model of the problem...
suckass...
that's the word...
and one remark from a non -living parasitic bullshit could make me feel so uncomfortable, thinking that i actually hurt someone when i didn even mean anything like that!
hello?!
she's good, we all know, and who's not good is you yourself!
you bloody noob bullshit suckass...
bloody boot-licker..
and the "conversation" after the meeting was even more accomplishing as we exploited what some bullshit really is ==''
hello?!
who says teenagers like us CANNOT think properly?!
do you have the right to rip us of the basic judgement abilities just that you bloody bullshit lasted longer than us?
so what if you bullshit were to be on the trophic levels in the school?
that gives you the rights to discriminate and reject your students' suggestions?!
you dont even get the bloody shit of any co stuffs!
things arent as easy as it looks you noob shit!
"dead facts" and "names" cant bring out character and well-being of a person!
it requires exposure and commitment...
and it seemingly shows that you bullshit holds none of these qualities...
bloody bullshit...
whats the freaking problem with you?
and i swear that i didn expose anything...
and neither did i WISH to offend anyone in the meeting...
when there's this kind of "meeting", it simply means "discussion" and whatever that you voice out shouldn receive any personal critism or holds any faker-thinkings...
its for overall welfare and development, so why be so rule-compact when stuffs are meant to be free and easy?
just a suckass...
argh...
that bullshit is the perhaps the only joy received when 12th of april drew in...
and whatever that you utter, i no longer believe...
and i believe that bullshit knows that the "tuxedo" hates her...
and doesn even want to talk to me to know whats the reason behind it..
grotesque baboons are way nicer than your eyeballs...
when something's urgent, it apparently is nothing to her...
and those useless things, bullshit finds it interesting to deal in...
i dont understand this...
the "meeting" was conducted as bullshit finally realises the importance of settling things before 12th of april...
and is extremely desperate, as who exactly does bullshit know?
yiliang, the only one, i guess...
the rest?
NEVER HEARD OF~
even ms lim knows more than you!
why?!
she mixes around, is commited, and is daring (which people dont see)
so now what?
i am finding myself lost in this very world...
no co, no sc...
who am i now?
these two factors contribute greatly to the character i have now...
sc holds 40%, and co holds 50%, the other 10% comes from pissed-situations from the school itself..
so, with nothing left...
i am left with PISSED-SITUATIONS...
just as i am experiencing the very 1st of it...
and i get more headaches when it comes to interests...
undeniably music...
but somethings that concern my future prospects...
i find cutting brains and hearts cool, and high-profit...
yet now, i am very very very concerned with environmental issues, and its low-pay...
as a practical person, obviously, i would be a doctor over a environmentalist-ecologist-humanitarian....
but would i be happy?
or would resource provide that?
i am puzzled...
whatevers...
i am going to stone while my parents get my dinner back...
(coz i am too pissed to go for dinner anymore due to that bullshit)
and i am not going to touch on physics yet...
i believe its not that hard now that i read some parts on sound...
static thingy kills me..
all the calculations again...
zzz...
good lucks all and byes!
may all your wishes come true...
in hope that mine will too :D
byes~