Wednesday, April 30, 2008
after this i'm gonna bathe and sleep...
argh...
these few days have been very tiring for all of us :D :D
especially yesterday, i guess :P
coz today, we had the holy A MATHS PAPER!!!!
*bright light shines*
you know why it's holy?
H-orrible
O-MG
L-oserific
Y-ou should go back home and pray
well...
to me...
it's the about the same standard as last year's mid-year...
only that the content is wider now...
and more complicated since everyone has grown smarter ( except sally )
zzz...
many were caught in this situation
question 1 - STUCK
question 2 -STUCK
*PANICS PANICS*
everytime like that one...
1st two questions always so hard de..
zzz...
though its like... 2marks...
but its hard...
at least i can do trigo but cannot do that ==''
that either makes me a retard, or...ummm...actually nothing else so just take it that i am a retard...
COMING UP NEXT~
E GEOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the exclaimation marks were added to intensify the situation :D
i love love love love geog...
and i love the marks even more...
out of 50...
max~30+
usual ~20+
ARGH...
what's more? entire syllabus tested, and all examples to be remembered...
that means that i am supposed to remember some sleepy tirtomoyo in some country...
and some "sa jer ye jal mung" in some wulu place...
whatever...
dont feel like sleeping already...
see?
all your fault!
whatever...
zzz...
bye ==''
Thursday, April 24, 2008
ok great...today's blog is in commeration to the 1st day of MYE in year 2008...
and also to the extreme pissed me, resulted from our dearest sally!
hello?
do you think only you in the entire world doesn have the SS model answers?
)#$%# you!
the entire class doesn have it!
and you go and complain to mdm aljunied that you didn receive the notes?
damn bastard!
people spend nearly 7 hours BESIDE you in the library to PRINT the stuff for the WHOLE CLASS...
and because of you, and only you...
THE NICE PEOPLE ARE BLOODY SCOLDED BY MDM ALJUINIED!
THEY ARE ALREADY HELPING US!
THEY SACRIFICED THEIR STUDYING TIME TO HELP YOU PRINT THE ANSWERS!
AND YOU STILL DARE TO COMPLAIN?
WHAT A SELFISH BASTARD!
given chance to kill anyone in class...
the 1st wouldn be :3 anymore!
it will be SALLY!
dont you have feelings?
imagine your mum, to jump into a huge pot of boiling soup just to save you from being eaten by cannibals...
wont you have any feelings at all?!
people are doing things for you and YOU DONT APPRECIATE IT!
thats already enough...
YOU STILL GO COMPLAIN AND AGGRAVATE THE SITUATION?
IF YOUR MUM IS REALLY BOILING, I BELIEVE YOU WOULD HELP THE CANNIBALS ADD SEASONING INTO THE SOUP AND ADD MORE OIL TO BOIL FASTER!
bloody asshole you know?
this kind of people should go extinct!
one day i'm gonna flare at her...
dont she feel the very least embarrassed when i say this in geog class :
you all spend soooo much time help us print this already...
SOMEONE still go and complain to mdm aljunied ask why we havent get the notes wor!
SOMEONE damn selfish lor!
that SOMEONE wont think for other people one ah?
asshole sia...
she just filter everything and pretend nothing happened!
you are like using the computer while they were printing!
and you were BESIDE THEM!!!
cant you see they practically did nothing just to accustom to YOUR demands?
bloody noobshit...
this brings me to another topic...
i was watching the arena on monday :D
and the motion was "singapore has lost its national identity"
i STRONGLY AGREE...
and i dont know why they didn mention this point....
"how can singapore have a national identity when more than 50% of young singaporeans have gone missing, and when more than 1million foreigners were welcomed to replace our singaporeans?"
as in, they may have singapore's citizenship...
yet they dont COME FROM singapore!
young singaporeans are migrating....
WHY?
it's due to our own actions....
when we welcome foreign talents...
we are actually driving away our local talents...
it's making the problem worse...
at least i know that i will be leaving due to this factor...
"singapore's identity" cannot be set up when we dont even have singaporeans...
how can we be called singapore when you dont have any singaporeans left?
when the past generation leaves us....
we will be reduced to a breed made up of pure and english....
there wont be singlish, and there wont be cute people to talk to :D
argh...
saddies...
whatever...
byes~
Saturday, April 19, 2008
happy birthday to my 102th post as well...this number just made me remember of some stuffs..
yet i'd forgotten what it really is anyways....
so before this...
i downloaded metal slug anthology into my psp...
IT SUCKS...
DONT PLAY IT~
i can freaking die 24 X 3 = 72 times...
and there is no GAME OVER...
this is sooooo not fun...
lols...
so i'd read some other blogs today...
and guess it wasn really much of a yesterday for anyone heh?
i read the blogs of people that i dont like...
and was glad that i actually dont like them...
if not i would wonder how come i'd have such friends...
they are like soooo no life...
and talking about fake stuffs ALL the time..
if you have a gf, and want to buy something for her...
just say so...
you dont have to tell other people things like - my mum 78th birthday coming so what should i buy?
OR my sister brother-in-law birthday coming, and he is a gay, so what sissy stuffs should i get him?
argh....
so what if you'd got a gf?
do you think that SUCH methods of "hiding" it will really make people think that you dont have one?
it makes it sooooo obvious that people wanna smack your ass and poke your throat to make you shut up...
argh...
and read some other people's blog too...
well i guess i'd got the worst life of all...
people have things to do everyday...
and i sort of like...
die out at home... ==''
i dont even know what to study..
when i open the book...
i can remember everything...
when i close the book...
everything flies off...
:D :D
soooooo...
what a nice brain i have :D
and i am sooooo lazy today...
i dont even feel like replying people....
there's a concert at 5.00pm today and i cant be bothered to get myself ready...
i know that i am going to take 55 for 10-11 stops...
and should leave by 3.40pm...
and yet...
i dont even know if i will get out of the house...
zzz...
laziness ~~~
and i have got tuition tomorrow morning...
so i guess i can only join the shopping spree from late morning onwards...
my tuition teacher says that he is going to bring me the "Great Book" tomorrow!
i bet it's gonna be super cool and fun to read :D
only know that it's costly and i'd better dont tear it when i feel bored :P
feel like going kbox...
yet my voice is like some kind of low shit...
i dont even know why...
i guess my ulcer broke and the pus infested my larynx...
so the larynx swell and enlarge...
causing a much deepened voice...
argh...
i dont like low voice...
it sounds so...gay...
whatever...
have a nice day and BYES~
Friday, April 18, 2008
happy birthday to my 101th post :Dlols...
things happened to me in the form of avalanches...
and i believe all these disasters need to be elaborated from the moment thursday started :D
ok guess what?
thursday started fine..
except for the fact that something shocked me...
when i was about to leave for school..
the entire house is still as dark as ever?
know why?
none of my brothers are awake and are sleeping soundly...
goodness i was not disturbed by their earth-shaking snores..
if not i would be in a bad mood :P
and it was 6.20am already!
catch the bus latest 6.40 and one should be fine :D
yet he awaken at 6.20 and is idling and penguining his way from his bed to the bathroom...
and he gave some squints that seemed to express "i thought today saturday? wake me up for what?"
lols..
and expectedly, he was late...
lols...
so...
school was ___________ (all the vulgarities you can think of)
coz it was damn boring...
and it dragged to an amazing 4.00pm....
it was practically what i call hell...
coz during chem...
FOR ONCE AND ONLY ONCE...
i was 85% asleep...
and she couldn catch me...
coz i am a pro at this :P
argh...
only stuffs that lightened my lessons are those videos that people say gross about, and ms yanti,as always :DD
i dont know why you guys call it gross and can shun and scream when looking at it...
I MYSELF... to the extreme....laughed like crazy...
i was like a maniac laughing at a gizmo and insane scientist disecting a body...
lols...
why take bio when you cannot stand such stuffs?
and i personally feel that its just...nothing much...
its only cesaerean...
imagine liver transplant and heart operations?
those organs are like pumping all the time?
one cut and blood starts spurting out :D
i dont know why...
but i feel more and more of like a doctor already...
and i wanna cut people up ;D
its a little disgusting i admit...
but you are saving someone!
if you can save someone, making you sick isnt really anything rite?
i dont know..
but i think my future job revolves around stuffs related to the welfare of other people or objects...
like earth and human beings :D
ok whatever...
english is always sooooo funny and cool...
and ms yanti is seriously nice and joker!
lols..
i guess she is a normal person :D
like us :D
us excludes :3 and some other disgusting freaks :D
ok...
now to the investiture :D
i was disappointed with some stuffs (not the 9th president)
and felt quite bad and sad...
yet it was supposed to be the last day...
and i wasn really happy...
huihui's speech nearly made me cry...
nearly...
but lucky the speech wasn very long...
and she contained herself..
the speech was catchy and she is indeed the best and pro-est female i had ever seen...
well done...i guess...
yet i felt so beaten up...
i felt i wasn even supposed to be there at all...
after the cake...
i totally couldn be bothered to play...
needless to say, even speak to anyone else...
i was just focused on going for dinner, and back home...
1 sentence can make me go bonkers...
yet i guess the one who said it didn really think of how i would feel like anyways...
ok, i guess i should just keep quiet...
i left my certificate on the chair, and never did i see it again...
i'd forgotten to take it, yet i wasn at the very least concerned about that very last certificate i would get in ngee ann, as a ... loser...
well...
forget it then, i told myself...
though i knew i minded it...
alot at first...
and i couldn care any less after what someone said..
the chocolate received wasn a good sign to me...
since that someone already made me feel that i dont deserve anything at all...
one sentence...
all it takes is one sentence..
and i pretended it didn even hurt a single bit...
whatevers...
i smiled, still...
and went on for the dinner...
i was glad it was our dinner...
if not i think i wouldn even have the courage to share food with anyone else...
we joked about :3 and some other stuffs...
and i thought that the dinner was even better than eating endless flow of food...
at least it made me forget all unhappiness for that particular hour...
then we left for home...
and everything ended as i bathed and plunged my heavy head into my pillow and slept...
i guess i was too tired thinking about that someone...
and i was too depressed to wake up from the slumber of mine...
so i was spotted on friday at 2.15pm....
as i replied one message....
and i forgot about koknam's message...
SORRY!
only got to remember now since i talked about message...
SORRY really SORRY...
ok..
so i went to study...
3 chapters covered today...
and guess it could be more productive anyways :P
but at least i did study...
if not i would be playing like a lunatic already...
wait...
back to the investiture since i'd forgotten about something...
i created the badge...
and hoped they really find it acceptable...
coz people once said that my designs always suck...
still, i designed some stuffs...
well...i couldn get any badge, still...
and found it a waste...
and i already knew who will get the post...
and i wasn disappointed...
but the sight was something i wouldn forget for life!
his face was all charcoaled when we screamed for everything except him!!!
OMG?!
G-O-O-D J-O-B GOOD JOB GOOD JOB
G-O-O-D J-O-B GOOD JOB GOOD JOB
lols...
it was really a good job by everyone...
coz it showed how much we hated him...
and yet he is still the highest in authority!!
this proved that his post wasn approved by the student population but chosen by the blinded teachers, who seemed to understand their STUDENTS better than us, his FRIENDS...
though he wasn really a friend...
but i guess there's no harm being his friend anyways...
whatever...
IT WAS A COMICAL SIGHT!
we were laughing like crazy...
though i must admit i was still much saddened by someone's words...
well..
imagine his parents in this situation...
emcees: lets welcome our 9th sc president!
his parents: THAT'S OUR AHBOY! (proud and scream like crazy)
emcees: lets welcome our vp up as well!
everyone: WOOOOOOOOOHS!~~~~*SCREAMS*WAAAAAAH~~~~!!MUACKS!!!!
emcees: and our secretary!
everyone: WOOOOOOOOOHS!~~~~*SCREAMS*ROCK ON~~~~~~~~!!!!!!
emcees: last but not least our treasurer!
everyone: WOOOOOOOOOHS!~~~~*SCREAMS*MAMAMIA!~~~~~~~~!!!!~~~
HE: *maintains silence and 脸黑黑*
his parents: sorry! see the wrong guy! our ahboy leh?!
hope that story brought you joy :D
now, i shall continue hacking :D
byes~
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
since i just read cy's prev post...i guess i should do something like that :P
something like a testimonial :P
its been a long time since i wanted to do something like this...
but i thought it's fun :D
and i leech cy for her idea :P :P
with no chronological order, i shall begin :D
笛-on
you know what?
its been like in the same class for the 8th year already...
and in the same school for 10 years...
but its never tiring to talk to you :D
and i am quite surprised that i am not tired with your face :D
coz you are evolving everyday you know?
you are getting more and more charming :D
guess more girls will like you :D
and for these 8years together..
i thought i had a really fun time :D
without you...
i think i would be very bored in school...
to some extent...
i would feel that i am the only guy from MBS...
and be totally autistic :D
somehow, you contributed to my today's spartism and character :D
and you never fail to express your opinions without harming anyone :D
thats something i try to learn from you :D
so though your angry level is still at level 52...
i think your eq level is relatively high :D
so work hard for your Os :D
i know you are :D
but dont stray and sustain consensus on it :D
work hard :D
and maybe we will get about the same points for Os like we did for PSLE :D
you never know :D
加油s!!!
may we be very good friends forever :D :D
kok-男
yo yo~
so...
what do you think i will talk about you?
i remembered when i was sec 1..
i think you seriously dont like me...
in fact...if i am not wrong...
you hate me then right?
coz we were saying things like "copy-cat" and "act-big"...
lols...
thinking back..
we were actually quite childish then...
but i thought that you are a very nice person now :D
at least a ahbeng-wannabe can actually be so sparstic and cool at times :D
you got a bumpy life...
i dont know if i am right...
but it think everything will be ok if you look at things in a positive way :D
and you are quite neutral when it comes to "friends"...
its a good thing :D
coz you got a lot of friends :D
and i am jealous when you have so many people to sms to ==''
ARGH...
lols, just remain cool as ever and open up and say your opinions out :D
i tried being autistic coz i was shy...
and i felt that the lack of contributions to the group made the group lousy...
no matter what, all ideas are good ideas :D
just say things out :D
i think i am always there?
at least if you dont abandon me :P
lets see who grow old faster :P
must meet in 20years time and see who more wrinkles :P
NO BOTOX hors!!!!
who win will treat the other to a EXTRAVAGANT MEAL :D
deal :D
甑-mei
thinking back...
i dont know what to say...
you are nice :D and laughing all the time :D
so....
continue laughing and die after that :D
and you must study like crazy le :P
CRAZY CRAZINESS :P
got anything must ask...
dont pretend like you know..
:P noone's gonna say anything about you anyways :P
and some things are meant to happen...
whatever that you do cant really change the fact...
so what's with sticking onto the matter all the time?
just let it go and relax :D
and then you know that the sky is blue and cool though it's gonna explode the next day anyways :P
let's bet :D
5 years later, whose string-instrument skills better?
my violin or your cello?
i think its gonna be me :P
so just give up :P :P
cai-厌
argh...
i still owe you one sweet and one rocher...
but you owe me one bubble tea!!
and ya..
i think we interacted better after the chalet too...
and i thought that you thought that i was irritating at that time :P :P
now...
with 47 chromosomes...
i think you are way better :P
at least you know that being sparstic is cool and things like that...
you can take alot more jokes now :D
and is so DAMN outgoing...
be careful wor!
too outgoing later got alot guys go woo you...
got alot good...
but if all is :3 kind then sad ah?
haiz...
and i realised something :P
those questions that i cannot do, you can do...
and vice versa...
SO AMAZING!!!
and i think you are sooooo influential that zengmei and i are evolving into 47-chromosome monsters after sitting with you for so long...
yep so thanks for everything :D
and the chat today was damn cool :D
like to talk to people about how they feel...
and you got a different way of thinking things :D
and i thought i learnt quite some bit from you :P
lols...
CONTINUE GOSSIPING ___________!! (whatever word you think should be placed here, maybe "metta-kid"?)
thanks :D :D
gao-阳
ok...
so :D
i find that you are someone that i can seriously confide things with :D
and given your age, i think you are seriously good at giving advices and things like that :D
and given your age, you'd got a unique way of thinking :D
your thinking is actually quite mature :P
but i dont know why people say that you are super childish...
maybe coz girls are weird people?
they need special spectacles if not they will see things upside down :P :P
you are someone that i trust, and i seriously didn know how we got to know each other anyways :P
was it through sc?
or something else?
dont know :P
but somehow...
we hit it off well in the start :P
and now, we can gang caiyan like crazy :P
you are really smart and nice :D
so just work hard :D
confirm can get straight As de :P
but dont become complacent or you will die a horrible death...
like that of ryan's :D
let your aim be to eliminate ryan in the Os :P
he can only get 6points maximum :D
we can get 2points :D
SO WORK HARD WORS!!!
and be yourself :D
no matter what, just follow your heart and it can never be wrong :D
coz only then, are you really gaoyang :D
thanks for all you have done to me :D
i guessed i become more outgoing coz of you?
maybe?
i dont really know anyways :D
一-liang
i dont even think you will get to read this...
coz i dont know if you read my blog...
but we came from MBS and same cca...
so now...
i was like thinking...
will i lose a friend like you?
coz no matter what, we are still having a one-year difference in age...
so i guess there are some limitations to maintain this friendship forever...
but i thought we can try to sustain it...
coz i dont want to leave behind all the secondary friends and move on to a new world...
especially since you are someone that i look up to :P
though you are younger, you'd got more life...
and i am jealous about that :P
but so what?
i bet you are jealous that i am emo :P
lols jokings :P
but seriously, i thought that you are someone nice, and i hope you can stay like that forever, though i do welcome positive changes :D
lols :D
and i dont talk to people when i am alone with someone...
so for that shopping spree...
i felt quite bad...
coz i thought that i was just wasting your time :P
but hope you understand :D
and you stayed for quite some time to accompany me to shop...
and thanks for everything :D
a big thanks :D :D
杀-on
hey shawn!!!
long time no see!!!
you know what?
its never boring with you around :D
we can bring tonnes and tonnes of joy to everyone of us :D
especially me!!
but there's something i need to clarify :D
i am not handsome and i am ugly...
so dont say that to make me feel sad :P
hahs :D
continue being happy and try not to be pissed!
coz you looook reaaally scary when you are pissed :D
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY!!!
lalala~~~~
fishcake rocks!!!!
Jere米
so how's life?
always thought that you are really funny :D
guailan but funny!
seriously!!!
its like you can bring laughter out of everything!
and you really things that you want to do :D
thats seriously super pro :D
i just cannot do that!
and being with you has never been tiring or anything like that!
in fact, i wish you were just around us all the time :D
coz its so fun :D :D
THANKS FOR ALL THE JOY AND BITCHNESS :D I APPRECIATE IT!
THATS ALL FOR NOW!!!
NEXT TIME COME WITH MORE, I WILL TALK ABOUT EVERYONE IN CLASS SO DONT WORRY AND BE PATIENT...
AND SINCE THERE IS NOT CHORNOLOGICAL ORDER, IF YOUR NAME IS NOT HERE, ITS DOES NOT MEAN THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU OR YOU ARE NOT REALLY MY FRIEND :D DONT BE JEALOUS AND START BITCHING ABOUT ME :D THANKS so yo...
and hi guys..
i am finally back...
actually i am not bothered to post coz the tags are like so empty?
no motivation ==''
so... today is FRIDAY THE 15Th...
and it is SHIRLIN'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLIN!!!
though it means one is a year closer to his/her death...
lols...
and i was super super super amazed and surprised...
i was listening to 闲歌记忆 on fm933...
and ALL the people dedicated their songs to people to have birthday today!!!
and there were 5 people who did that...
practically all did that...
and for once...i actually thought that today is the babyboom day...
and april has lots of babies...
WHICH I STRONGLY DISAGREE TO...
not trying to think sick...
but if i am borned in april..
means my parents did it some time in june?!
so...
there were no holidays or anything in june...
so normal people wont do it...
thats why april is like so deserted...
and april only has APRIL FOOL DAY...
which is like super duper pathetic...
its not even a festival...for goodness sake...
in conclusion, april sucks :D
and to think i am the 1st taurus baby...
or the last aries baby..
coz the day lies in between...
and horoscopes are different in some of the dates..
so i never knew which horoscope i really am...
but i think taurus is better :P
eh...
anyways...
today..
we went to study...
and the study lasted for 0min and 0sec...
i spent $20 on my lunch at secret recipe at T3...
and felt it was super nice :D
though it can be better :P
we completely slacked...
and i sort of like T3...
its nice, and it can bend time :P
when we got out of the building, it was like 8pm already?
and i thought it was like 6pm only...
lols...
time flies...
and by the time i reach home, it's already 10pm...
isn that amazing?
lols...
eh...
then i was thinking of some very random things..
like JC people...
i shall ask all of you a question...
WHY DOES ALL JC1 STUDENTS DONT LOOK LIKE SEC 4S AT ALL?
be it boys or girls...
ALL look different...
and i couldn come up with any answer...
and we thought of some people in JC...
for example ~ dion...
and we couldn come up with what dion will look like...
i think he will be super ahbeng...
thats what i think :P
i also thought of having hyper-ventilation...
ITS SO COOL!!!
like you are feeling like you are dying...
and you are breathless and experiencing cramps all over the body...
IT SO DAMN COOL!!!
and i thought that it's a nice way to die anyways :P
way better than cutting your wrist :D :D
and somehow...
i think that it's not really the stress we experience from our work...
coz i had never heard of seniors having hyper ventilation...
yet this year, i was introduced to many of such cases...
WOW..
i think it has something to do with the climatic changes as well...
but couldn really prove it :P :P
so lets forget it :P
oh ...
I WAS SUPER PISSED WITH BIO SPA TODAY!!!!!
and i believed that noone can NOT agree with me!!!!
i think it will take 2.5hours to complete the entire practical!!!
to think that 1hour was enough...
and it was EXPECTED that the practical itself will take at least 45min and 5 min of preparation, leaving behind 10min for graph and table and conclusions...
CRAZY!!!
and the EXPECTATIONS went wrong...
coz it took WAY more than 45min...
and still, there were no results...
so the entire class was super pissed!!
ITS NOT EVEN A MOCK SPA!
it's a spa that wastes our time and we learn nothing from it at all ==''
just forget it...
i tried to put in some results and the graph looks nice anyways...
so i dont freaking care :P
i think thats all for the day...
pictures next time :P
i am tired...
and i regret having missed 青蛙王子 拜金女 !!!!
ARGH!!!
byes~~~~
Thursday, April 10, 2008
so hows your day?today, i am totally pissed and unhappy...
its like what i mentioned in the previous post..
and i thought i finally understood some stuffs...
yet, the entire situation jumbled it up again...
so, in desperation, we went to look for her...
and whatever things that i'd mentioned, i dont think i should post it here...
i admit i was quite rude...
but thats the way she treated us when she actually talked to us, and even talking to me...
so if she were to start the conversation in a rude way WHEN we were merely trying to know what she's doing, i dont see the point why we should treat her with a smile and pretend nothing has happened...
and SHE SAYS SHE UNDERSTAND...
and she expect us to really understand and accept her reasonings...
when WE SAY WE UNDERSTAND...
she doubts our ability to do so, and dont bother about anything we said...
YOU TOLD US TO REFLECT...
BUT DID YOU?
hello?!
we are like 16 already?!
you think we do things without thinking?
hello?!
we think more than ANYONE else...
we WERE in co for more than 3years...
and that passion and love of co....
do you REALLY think you understand?
and when it comes to this kind of things...
we are more concerned and indecisive than ANYONE else...
you guys say that IT IS PAINFUL AND DIFFICULT WHEN IT COMES TO CHOOSING LEADERS...
and did you even enlist our help in the PROMOTION of leaders?
its not about one meeting and asking us for opinions and thats it...
for goodness sake...
even in the service of leading, i believe i am more experienced than you are...
and even in the arts of co, i believe i am more experienced than you are...
and whatever that you say...
i TRIED to understand...
some makes sense...
yet most just GETS AROUND the topic, in other words, left unanswered...
i TRIED to understand and hope i did...
coz i knew that you are indeed "injured" by what we said, coz you turned to the point soooo desperate that you personal attacked us...
these attacks were based on ATTIRE and ATTITUDE...
and something you said that attacked me...
"i am not trying to pull these co down..." followed by "you guys have attempted to upturn my projects, didnt you!"
what are you trying to imply?
THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE DONE, THIS IS WHAT WE DESERVE?
you know what?
i am vent on not going to cca this friday...
SO WHAT if it were to be the last practice?
it takes ONE INCIDENCE to ruin all the harmonious moments...
I AM WASHING MY HANDS OFF ALL CO STUFFS FROM TODAY ONWARDS...
I REPEAT, I AM WASHING MY HANDS OFF ALL CO STUFFS FROM TODAY ONWARDS...
i mentioned in the previous post that co accounted for 50% of what i am now...
thinking back, i would like to take back what i said...
I AM ASHAMED OF BEING IN NASCO...
YOU MAY ARGUE, BUT IT'S MY SENTIMENTS...
I AM EMBARRASSED, AND HOPE I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO TELL ANY OUSTIDERS THAT I WAS IN NASCO...
i am no longer proud of nasco...
so what if we got a gold?
if i were to be in band since sec one...
i think i would still be who i am...
and i think i can achieve even better in band...
i dont really like these chinese music in sec one...
yet now, i learned to love and appreciate them...
I JUST WANT MUSIC!
DOES IT MATTER IF I WERE TO BE IN BAND OR CO?
but one thing's for sure...
NOT CO, but NASCO has brought me much harm...
and i no longer am aquainted to IT...
one thing that made me more than happy...
was to hear what she mentioned to zengmei after the "talk"...
i hit me hard...very very hard...
i have mentioned that when i talked to you...
YOU DIDN LISTEN!!!!
and you sort of like ACCEPTED when zm talked to you about it?
i admit my tone was not as nice...
but the facts are the same...
you CAME UP WITH SOME REASONS AND JACKED ME FOR WHAT I MENTIONED...
YET FOR WHAT THE SAME THING WAS MENTIONED BY SOMEONE ELSE...
YOU REPLIED IN ANOTHER ANSWER!
are you lying to zm...
or cheating on me?!
hello?!
i spent my lunchtime talking to you...
FOR THE BETTERMENT of CO!!!
and yet...
i finally realised...
you caught no balls of what i said...
YOU FREAKING CAUGHT NO BALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and FOR A MOMENT i thought that what you did was a little forgivable....
from THEN, everything's gone...
do you even know how i feel?
you lost ALL your faith suddenly when you pinned high hopes on something....
and you are cheated and neglected FOR A SIMPLE REASON: YOU ARE QIHAO...
and...
YOU WANTED TO DO SOMETHING...
YET THERE WERE SO MANY LIMITATIONS...
AND THEY SAY "YOU ASK FOR TOO MUCH!"
....
the school promoted SIA...
and now...
i find myself in an environment that is as contradicting as ever...
i regret..
i regret not transferring to other schools....
DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
you want to do something and people stops you from doing everything...
and through your own eyes...
you noticed how little you are worth and how little you can do....
and people dont even care about you, even underestimate you...
and you thought that you can do something....
YOU FREAKING THOUGHT...
it's just too much for me...
am i so useless?
i cannot even do something so punny!
what have i exactly learned from all the things i did?!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you may not have seen me cry before...
so what if i cry?
at least i let out my emotions...
and i did try to control my emotions...
yet the verge was too much for me to overcome...
it wasnt the worst...
yet, i didnt expect a school-matter can make me cry...
i didnt disrespect your decisions...
why do you keep thinking that i did so?!
aeljkudhsogauhdesiguwhaeiuthasdiuhg
sorry for the spam...
but thought that would help...
yet again...
I THOUGHT....
Monday, April 7, 2008
so...hows life?
i simply have to blog today...
though theres another 30 pages of physics to go...
argh...
there was this co meeting today..
and its supposed to be a ....meeting...
yet this meeting was sooo special that it seems more like a discussion...
and i know that either we voice out or not...
it doesn really matter...
i thought they have got the mentality of LISTENING to us..
it seems like ALL teachers only require us for rudimentary information...
once thats done...
they marked us with the "expired" label...
and totally neglect us, on purpose!
so whats the point?
you are like making use of people when they are of value to you...
and still...
you DONT trust our value, and dont freaking care of anything we raise out...
so, government is trying to encourage youth involvement..
and undeniably, its difficult to attain...
and since we ATTEMPTED to make the difference and be the difference...
why is it so that preventive measures were made such that your shit-filled brains filter OUR opinions and add in your own, often in the process, neglect ALL the objectives of the meeting?
and sometimes, matters are tackled to bring about a better environment..
and i answered what i truly feel in that particular so-called "meeting"...
yet, some insensitive bullshit could direct the problem to someone else...
when the bullshit itself is the root and model of the problem...
suckass...
that's the word...
and one remark from a non -living parasitic bullshit could make me feel so uncomfortable, thinking that i actually hurt someone when i didn even mean anything like that!
hello?!
she's good, we all know, and who's not good is you yourself!
you bloody noob bullshit suckass...
bloody boot-licker..
and the "conversation" after the meeting was even more accomplishing as we exploited what some bullshit really is ==''
hello?!
who says teenagers like us CANNOT think properly?!
do you have the right to rip us of the basic judgement abilities just that you bloody bullshit lasted longer than us?
so what if you bullshit were to be on the trophic levels in the school?
that gives you the rights to discriminate and reject your students' suggestions?!
you dont even get the bloody shit of any co stuffs!
things arent as easy as it looks you noob shit!
"dead facts" and "names" cant bring out character and well-being of a person!
it requires exposure and commitment...
and it seemingly shows that you bullshit holds none of these qualities...
bloody bullshit...
whats the freaking problem with you?
and i swear that i didn expose anything...
and neither did i WISH to offend anyone in the meeting...
when there's this kind of "meeting", it simply means "discussion" and whatever that you voice out shouldn receive any personal critism or holds any faker-thinkings...
its for overall welfare and development, so why be so rule-compact when stuffs are meant to be free and easy?
just a suckass...
argh...
that bullshit is the perhaps the only joy received when 12th of april drew in...
and whatever that you utter, i no longer believe...
and i believe that bullshit knows that the "tuxedo" hates her...
and doesn even want to talk to me to know whats the reason behind it..
grotesque baboons are way nicer than your eyeballs...
when something's urgent, it apparently is nothing to her...
and those useless things, bullshit finds it interesting to deal in...
i dont understand this...
the "meeting" was conducted as bullshit finally realises the importance of settling things before 12th of april...
and is extremely desperate, as who exactly does bullshit know?
yiliang, the only one, i guess...
the rest?
NEVER HEARD OF~
even ms lim knows more than you!
why?!
she mixes around, is commited, and is daring (which people dont see)
so now what?
i am finding myself lost in this very world...
no co, no sc...
who am i now?
these two factors contribute greatly to the character i have now...
sc holds 40%, and co holds 50%, the other 10% comes from pissed-situations from the school itself..
so, with nothing left...
i am left with PISSED-SITUATIONS...
just as i am experiencing the very 1st of it...
and i get more headaches when it comes to interests...
undeniably music...
but somethings that concern my future prospects...
i find cutting brains and hearts cool, and high-profit...
yet now, i am very very very concerned with environmental issues, and its low-pay...
as a practical person, obviously, i would be a doctor over a environmentalist-ecologist-humanitarian....
but would i be happy?
or would resource provide that?
i am puzzled...
whatevers...
i am going to stone while my parents get my dinner back...
(coz i am too pissed to go for dinner anymore due to that bullshit)
and i am not going to touch on physics yet...
i believe its not that hard now that i read some parts on sound...
static thingy kills me..
all the calculations again...
zzz...
good lucks all and byes!
may all your wishes come true...
in hope that mine will too :D
byes~
Saturday, April 5, 2008
muahahahah!today is the 5th of april...
and its a very very special day :D
its a saturday!!!
and saturdays means ..................
SLACK AND RELAX AND FUN AND STONE DAY!!!!
WOOOOOOHS!!!!
its been a noooong nooooong time since i am exposed to something new :D
and today....
*drum rolls*
i went BLADING!!!
for the 1st time :D :D
though i didn master the arts of blading...
i can blade at the speed represented in the equation below :D
let y be the speed of walking.
and let x be the speed of blading...
so...
x= y/100 where y is always <50 :D
see?
pro rights?!
and i got to realise that the pair of blades is pretty tight...
it makes my leg pain...
but AT LEAST...
i didn fall like crazy...
i only managed to ALMOST FALL...
and managed to be SUPPORTED from the falls, thanks to kn :D
thanks koknam...
it must be tiring supporting my weight for near to 20 times?
:D :D
in the end...
i still fell ==''
but it was fun...
and kn was like super entertained with the ways and methods of ME falling :D
and i myself can never be as happy and jolly when i fall :D :D
i just keep laughing at the way i fell off :D
lols :P
ooops...
just heard someone zao-sia at home =/
lols..
after 2 hours of intensive entertainment...
we went for lunch...
only to find ourselves welcomed by the impactful tears from heaven...
it RAINED HEAVILY!!!!
very very heavily!!!
and we were thoroughly drenched...
argh...
i dont really like the feeling of being wet...
besides the exception of water bombs ;D
and i was feeling quite 拽 coz i brought extra clothes to change into :P
oh ya...
anyways...
i was with kn.dion,zm,yl,yt and kenneth...
ate lunch...
and i must say that the 蚝煎 at the food court there is totally not nice and please dont buy from them :P
i ate jelly jelly jelly for desserts at the food court and one durian omelette from emicakes!!!
the omelette was damn nice :D
real and sweet D24 durian...
ahhhhh~ mamamias~~
oh then...
it was practical stoning and stoning and stoning and stoning...
only until when we actually wanted to go on...
then we finally had lives and started chatting...
the chat was non-stop...
and regretted having to stone and waste time just now when we could have constructively spent our time gossiping :P
lols...
dont have the mood to carry on...
coz i think i can bring the posts to the whole new level of 1500 word limit :P
so...
i share spare all of you and just stop here :P
byes! and may the power be with you *zzzzingggg*
*laser parang wielded*
;D
Thursday, April 3, 2008
sometimes...some things are beyond your control...
and some things that seemed to be within your vicinity isnt seemingly the case...
sometimes...
some things are just so vague and blurry...
and some things that seemed so simple and real turns out to be a complex virtual concept...
sometimes...
your life just isnt your life...
coz you are limited by everything around you...
the environment...
the air...
the people...
and all the other factors in contact with you every single day...
sometimes...
the word "fake" comes into your life...
and sometimes...
you dont even know what some people are really like...
are they nice?
are they evil?
are they rich?
are they poor?
they portray several images of themselves...
each in a different setting...
each in a different style and motion...
and yet..
when it comes to the conclusion...
you cant really examine or understand what this person is trying to introduce...
you show all the different sides of yourself...
and sometimes...
these sides make people really ponder..
to brainstorm for all the possible reasons why you did such things...
and still...
you are reduced to the very possibility that you are cheated upon by this sacred someone...
still...
do you choose to be veiled from this grotesque truth...
or do you prefer to shun this person and change the entire perspective?
and whats worse is that this particular individual has no idea of whats happening...
this person just got the feeling that someone is getting away...
yet couldn do anything...
coz the cause is the tiniest thing that you thought noone would ever uncover...
yet the least you expect it to occur...
it still happened...
and somehow...
some people got to know about this thing...
so..
is the real you "feign" or just "ideal"?
the above is just something meant for people who actually understands MY english :D
hope you didn spend half and hour digesting that piece of essay :D
read it out in your heart...
coz what i post about is not something to be conpartmented into some tiny space in your silent brain :P
lols...
that shall be my post...
coz its a pathetic timing now and i believe i am missing quite some bit of 青蛙王子 拜金女..
so yup...
and byes :D
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
some people are just retarded when it comes to the word "younger siblings"?some of your younger siblings can be older than me please?!
in that case...
i am far worse than your younger sibling...
if your sibling's batch just sucks...
then good luck to the similar batch...
to us...
they suck too..
at least to me...
they suck to the core...
people like :3 just spoils our batch...
see?!
:3 thinks that he rocks the entire world :D
rock and swing and shake...
you and alibaba can go and form a band...
you can call the band "shake it mama! shake it!!!"
lols..
lifting off from notes in my phone again...
but before that..
i must seriously mention something...
the keyboard is oily...
and i just got it from my brother who seemingly hooked onto this "drug-machine" even before i reach home (3.45pm)
now's 7.00+pm...
he's great isnt he?
wash your hands for goodness sake...
==''
they are really getting on my nerves recently...
i was already pissed due to this "drug-machine" thingy..
so i was like stoning on djmax...
and i was damn damn damn 拽..
coz i managed to get 99.2% max for the entire song :D :D
i was super happy you know?!
and i 1st thing i did was to share the news with my brotherS in the study who are not studying but busy eyeing on the "drug-machines"...
and guess what they did?
one just completely ignored my presence...
and one just said "mmm.." in those super 不甘厌 voice...
he didn even turn back to look when i was actually showing it to them...
ARGH..
forget it...
just continue in some more pissing things...
ohh...
i forgot to mention this on monday...
but i actually went for the holy dinner :D
at somewhere near dunman high school...
and the western food there is sort of the nicest i'd ever tasted :D :D
but i was totally pissed by one waiter...
he was those kind who go around pushing a trolley to collect plates and things like that...
hello?!
so what if you are pissed for the day?
that gives you the authority to THROW everything out of your way?!
you were like throwing this seat into another corner of the place...
it landed upside-down and he didn even bothered to turn it back...
that was not the main thing...
the main thing i that there was this quite-old guy...
he's walking with the aid of a walking stick or whatever you call that wooden thingy...
and walking down the narrow path...
the old guy was already taking lots of effort!
you bloody shouted "SIAM LA SIAM LA!"
and just nudged the old man aside and pushed the trolley across..
i was damn pissed at him for that...
when you are old...
make sure you come and look for me...
i will scream and rant in your ears...
and push and jerk you all over the place...
you sucker..
in front of my family...
i said "f* off" to him (f* off adapted from zm's blog) :D
i really cannot stand this kind of people...
he just suck..
UGLY GUY...
YOU THINK YOU PISSED BIG AH?!
noob...
ARGH...
2nd thing on the notes...
i got what kn meant by ugly reporter on the tvmobile :D
today..
i was on board this bus..
with quite a serious headache that lasted till maths...
ok back to the bus..
and tvmobile jammed...
and there was pixels flying all over the hanged screen...
the reporters face was super distorted...
with teeth that is SUPER ugly...
EEEK..
it was funny..
but noone laughed...
coz everyone has seen it before...
or are tooo busy with their pspS that they aren bothered by the reporter :P
ok...
i reached school...
and somehow i was SUPER jealous...
coz i saw the number of cars entering the school..
they are fetched everyday T_T
and they are fetched by BMWs or MERz...
T_T T_T
but i mustn deny that some rich people are indeed disgusting...
some are just nice :D
but its always the ugly people that makes the nice-looking people look ugly as well..
so blend with the correct people :D
oh...
and yesterday...
i practically had ONE meal...
consisting of 沙煲饭 and bubble tea..
i went home..
and SLEPT...
from 6.pm all the way to 5.45am...
i skept dinner and everything...
and i read on the egeog text that one person should take in about 3000kcal of energy everyday..
and a shortage of 100kcal to 400kcal will the considered under the health condition STARVATION!!!
i freaking lacked about 2000kcal of energy!!!!!
am i like DYING FROM STARVATION?! or simply a living dead?!
zzz...
no wonder i am super awake today :D
thats a good thing,,,
but the headaches happen everyday...
i dont know why...
but it comes everyday....
so i am quite angry with myself for that :{
oh...
but though i had a headache...
i started the day with a jolly and happy mood :D :D
coz i tuned the radio on the phone when i got out to school...
and the 1st two songs are 爱的就是你 and CeLaVie... :D :D
soooo i was super super super happy :D
nice songs start my day in a nice way :D
if the 1st song i listen to is snappy or something like that...
i will probably slam everyones table when i reach school :P
ohhh...
and heard on fm933 programme "就是万人迷" that there was something called "earth hour"
and i only know that it falls on every saturday :D
it is an hour whereby we shut off all the electrical appliances at home to save the environment :D
though i want to carry that out...
given the "drug-machine" hooking onto everyone at home...
i believe that this act is highly impossible to carry out...
but at least i will try to cut down energy usage for this hour :D
an individual's effort is not sufficient for a BIG change...
so i urge everyone to try to cut down their energy usage to save the earth...
sorry if you guys find this part boring...
but all geog students are concerned for the world...
and we are the people that actually care for all the tiniest things happening around us...
do you know that 5 children is dying from hunger every second?!
and 12 children is dying from malnutrition every minute?
it just saddens me when i read about these stuffs...
and as a human being...
there is nothing i can do to help them...
seriously...
its very sad...so CONSERVE WHILE YOU CAN...
you'd never know...
you may be reborned as an african kid borned to die within a month...
so everyone...
just think..
if you are really unfortunate...
think again...
there are people living with 2slices of bread with 1g of peanut oil and 15g of yogurt everyday...
if you are doing exactly the same...
only then are you allowed to waste your food and electricity..
you know what?!
WE JUST SUCK...
i am sooooo bothered by this thats why i am blogging on and on about this...
but please...
just think about these people before you do something...
they are not brought to this world to suffer like crazy...
they long for a life like ours...
and here we are...
wasting our life away...
sooo PLEASE...
PLEASE for goodness sake...
think of what you can do for them...
i dont want to know that 312 children are dying from food-related conditions every minute...
but i do...thats why i am soooo emo these days...
i am emo coz i am thinking of somethings that i can do...
or try to do...
so that they can have a better life...
THEY ARE NOT MEANT TO DIE...
WE SHOULD BE THE ONES DYING...
they are living everything to the fullest...
and they are satisfied with a piece of watermelon in their mouths...
we are busy spending our time sleeping and pon-ing lessons...
and are never satisfied even when we have cakes for desserts..
i dont know..
and i dont want to blog about this anymore...
i just feel so lousy...
very very lousy...
whatever...
just press the red x...
and byes...