Monday, March 31, 2008
well..i think i should proceed with the events recorded in my phone...
so as not to spoil the pissness and happiness felt throughout the day :D
1st things 1st...
i woke up at quite a right time..
only that i had a freaky and nonsensical dream that seemed to have lasted soooo long...
and trust me, it felt DAMN REAL...
and i couldn help but TRIED HARD to recall what happened in the dream...
and i recorded it down IMMEDIATELY on the phone...
less i completely forget about it...
it happens to me most of the time...
SO...
THE DREAM GOES THIS WAY :D
somehow...this way..
coz i'd forgot some details and things like that :D
i woke up early in the morning and took a close look of myself in the mirror...
I DIDN SEE A MONSTER =="
but something more horrifying..
I GOT A FREAKING NOOONG MOUSTACHE THAT ONLY APPEARS ON THE LEFT SIDE OF MY FACE!!!
AHHHHHH!
that nong nong moustache was about 5cm long...
AT LEAST!!!
omg?!
and i cut it off with a pair of scissors before shaving it off...
coz how do you practically shave a 5cm nong moustache?
it will be trapped in the shaver and produce that ZNG ZNG sound :P
then after that...
THINGS WENT CRAZY...
somehow...
i landed in the hospital..
but i wasn the one who's sick...
i didn remember who was sick...
but i only knew that somehow...
i ran and ran and ran...
and somehow...
landed up in a office-like place...
i was PRACTICALLY PANTING..
VERY REAL..
and found out that its sort of like the optician's room or something like that...
and this nurse/doctor was explaining to me about some lens thingy...
and showed me an operation on it...
AND THE OPERATION IS DAMN GROSS CAN?
AND ITS TOTALLY NO SENSE...
YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?
"we tilt the lens in cover it back and after that you will have "new" eyes"...
i was like WHAT?!
and i ACTUALLY ANSWERED "YES" to the operation!!!
and i felt the whole thing...
WITHOUT ANAESTHETIC!!!
omg?!
she practically used a "mini-medicinal-stool" thingy and scrape my lens off...
and i can feel that the pupil is really holey and empty in the middle XD
its super gross..
but it isnt pain...
then...she pasted the lens back..
she basically just lifted the lens and put it back...
and somehow...
I RAN AND RAN AND RAN TO SOMEHOW AGAIN!!!
FREAKING HELL!
I AM TIRED OK?!
then...
i can feel that the lens are like falling off...
and i am DAMN STUPID!!
i went to push the lens upwards...
so i wont fall...
and it works!?!?
i was WOWED!!!!!!
then...
somehow..
i got onto a car...
AND I WAS DRIVING IT!!!
ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN COOL CAN?!
ITS SUPER REAL ALSO!!
AND I AM SUPER SUPER SCARED!
AND I WENT TO THIS CARPARK THAT IS LIKE 15STOREYS HIGH?!
THIS ISNT THE 1ST TIME I SEE THIS CARPARK IN MY DREAMS...
and the carpark was quite empty...
and somehow..
i see that ex-nas student NOW, MR LEONG parking his car in the 3rd-floor i guess?!
WHATS HIM DOING IN MY DREAMS?
whatever...
its just totally a new experience having this dream...
i am totally amazed by it and fascinated by it for it to happen again!
GOSH!!!
ok...
i went to school...
and my headache came back again...
it must be the medicine...
and the fact that canteen is all stuffy makes it worse...
someone mentioned early dismissal for recess...
and next..
we had some GROOMING CHECK that lasted till 9.35am...
SUCKERS...
at least i was super glad that i wasn caught :P
ok..and i found myself stoning when berlinda was sharing her oral conversation during english lesson...
I TOTALLY COULDN HEAR HER!!!
ok...
after that...
there was this relief teacher that came to conduct the chem test...
SHE WORE BLACK STOCKINGS!!!
ITS SUPER FUNNY!!!
40++++ YO ALREADY STILL WEAR STOCKINGS!!!
BLACK SOMEMORE?!
SEXY SIA!!!
lols...
i didn study anything at all...
and all the tests seemed to be fine to me :D
lols...
zm was playing djmax with her index and middle finger during recess!!!
IT WAS SUPER FUNNY!!!
STILL LOSE!!!
LOLS!
oh ya...
and during chinese lesson...
SALLY TOLD BERLINDA TO SCRAM AND GET LOST!!!
THAT WAS SUPER FUNNY CAN?!
some things will be mentioned in the next post coz for some reason...
i am freaking tired :D
soooo...
byes :D
Sunday, March 30, 2008
scenery at my housing area :D nice rights?!
my medicine...in my own sentiments =/
i was feeling super warm can? so i chopped the air-con thingys.. :D
this was dion's subway cookie! he dropped it on accident!!! :D
and dion made kn's cookie fall too!!! on purpose!!! :D
ck was super bored...and playing with zm's phone at carl's jr :P
yy was super engrossed in playing cy's psp that he didn even knew i took his photo :P
cheryl was playing my psp...and losing all the way :P :P
another scenery of my housing area :P
another one :D NICE :D
founder's day rehearsal..taking a camwhore pic of myself in band's tympani :D anyways...
thanks band :D for the tympanis :D
the socks i wore on founder's day... its super long ==''
our supper on founder's day :D :D FAKE VENSION!
ok...the prize winner isnt me...at least i dont suck :P
i framed this up :P
well..
i guess i am going to change the songs today :D
changing into some songs that i actually loved since i heard them years ago :P
ok...
today is a ... sunday...
and i am not yet exposed to any light rays...
i just woke up at 5.00pm...
and i forever pissed with my brothers again...
hello?!
i have already told you guys last week!
if you dont have the intention of waking me up...
dont buy my lunch!
you think what?
korea ah?
everyday eat 冷面?
zzz....suckers...
and i actually woke up only when my parents reached home from work...
isnt that great?
its like..
even if i were to scold any of you when you wake me up...
you should know that you still must wake me up!!!
i am under medication!!!
and i have not taken any since...
yesterday?!
and now what?
my cough is aggravating?
suckers...
purely suckers...
and i thought of going to study today...
and what now?
i woke up at 5pm and there wasn anything that i can actually do...
except cooking the 1890mg sodium instant noodles for lunch?
ok...just forget it..
move on to other topics...
coz the noodles reminded me of something :P
i had instant noodles...
and this time...
its the "less-healthier choice"...
and the sodium content is 1890mg...
the healthier choice was 2605mg..
i was extremely pissed over that...
thats how they scale healthy food?
lols...
thats just totally salty...
oh...
and i thought that i had forgotten to mention some things yesterday :P
i was in this lift...
trying to get to the bus stop from home..
and despite my forever-blocked nasal passages...
i can actually smell the cigarette smell in the lift...
and that was FOREVER that i thought that the lift will stop functioning when it feels thepresence of smoke...
LIARS..
i just continued functioning!
so when theres fire...
i will just bloody use the life coz its obviously faster and there wont be fire inside ==''
bloody smokers...
JUST WHATS WILL SMOKING?
COOL HUH?!
ROCK ON EH?
smoking is like drinking cement...
you are bound to die within...
10seconds?
you are like drinking tar...
nicotine...
silicon gel...
hydrogen peroxide...
carbon monoxide...
and all those disgusting gases...
and it actually tastes nice?
smoking kills..
and i will never even try smoking...
i just dont understand it when you know that it kills...
and you continue doing something that will kill you...
i want to die..
but i dont resort to smoking...
1stly...its expensive...
2ndly...its painful and takes a long time to die..
i just feel that these guys lack basic understanding of "DEATH" and they are ill-bred...
i wont have any friends that smoke...
if i have that smoke...
i make sure that they quite smoking..
or AT LEAST...
dont smoke around me...
and take a bath before coming out for gatherings...
JUST DONT SMOKE OK?
SMOKING ARE MEANT FOR PEOPLE WITH A LIFE THAT JUST SUCKS...
ok..
whatever..
byes!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
you know what?i really cannot stand this kind of life anymore...
you get home..
and you cannot get to do anything...
you get out...
and they complain that you go out too much...
what whores are they?!
these whores are none other than the two suckers...
what are they called again?
BROTHERS
()*@)^@@#$%^
just whats the freaking problem with them?
you guys wake up at like 6.00am in the morning to sort of like hog onto the computerS...
and still...
until 8pm at night...
you dont get tired or anything like that?
bastards cant be used on them...
since we share the same parents...
but ...
ZZZZ...
FREAKING PISSED BY THEM!!!!
hello?!
you can just leave your seat at 8pm and go...
and silently hand over the MACHINE to me...
you dont need to ask "你要用吗？"
you say till as if...
if i dont need to use, you will switch it off immediately..
wtf...
you use for the damn 14hrs in a day..
and you think that i wont want to use the computer?
!)*# off la!
damn you...
the sec 1 fellow...
how got friends think big ah?
rebel till like that...
talk a bit only fed up..
little things also cannot stand..
but think you can handle everything in the world..
becoming someone like that 死猴子 in CO...
ARGH!
bloody suckers...
cant i actually have a brother that doesn have AP (attitude prob) or IP (intellectual prob)?
oh..
and the mouse and keyboard is damn damn damn oily...
is it coz he actually managed found a method to shed off his excess fats of like 10 kg?
so much shorter yet 8kg heavier than me...
if he's not a freak...tell me what he is...
if you did continue to eat curry puffs earlier... (DESPITE YOUR IMMENSE WEIGHT)
you and WASH YOUR HANDS YOU SUCKER...
HYGIENE & PLEASE...
SOMEONE GONNA USE THE COMPUTER SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE..
ok..
forget it...
let me take a breath and start on things other than those freakos...
.....................................................................................................................
ok...
yesterday was sports day...
and i was still quite sick..
all i remembered of bishan stadium was that i was having a headache...
and i couldn think or process anything since 50minutes before cheering competition?
i just felt so...
out of balance...
and drowsy...
but whatever...
i just felt very disgusted by the way some people do things...
ok...
every class got their drinks late...
on top of that...
SCs didn even get any drinks at all...
hello?!
we are humans ok?
you think that everyone except us cannot survive without water?
who do you think we are?
green lanterns ah?
it was a total mess..
if i actually remembered it correctly...
sometimes...
i just feel that some people cannot do things...
and some people dont make people understand how they do things...
that makes me totally upset and guilty..
but somehow...
its not within our hands...
so...just forget it...
ok...after that...
we went to vivo...
to eat carl's jr..
ok wait...
let me scream of a moment and spoil my throat again...
"SHUT THE )*#$%^ UP LA! NOISY LEH!"
ok...
thats what i did to my brothers :D
and i felt much better...
carl's jr was really really filling :D
and i thought that the onion rings were really very nice...
thanks to yaoyi for the recommendation :D
lols...
after much idling and some kind of miscommunications..
we abandoned the thoughts on having rule #1...
and instead turned to STEP UP 2!!!
thats after gy,cheryl goh and zh left...
and then..
ranon,jiahao,shawn,dion,koknam went to the fountain to play with water...
while...
cy,zm,yy,ck and i went to watch STEP UP :D
and left cheryl fong going home by herself...
ok...
STEP UP 2 is like...
HSM dancing version?
and besides that it's not as 乖 as HSM... :D
the dancing are really nice..
but only that a few parts were really awe-filling...
ok..
the 1st part was when some random guy just came back to andy to get her an opportunity to stay in baltimore...
i dont even know his name..
coz...my head just sucks.. :P
he was like dancing and bouncing on the bouncy thingy...
and just bounced to the ceiling and held onto the ceiling...
WHILE hooking his shirt onto the ceiling and stripping it in on shot as he lands...
i was like WOW?!
how did he freaking do that???
and kiddo i really funny...
she was like the chinese-american in the movie..
and she cannot speak and understand english very well...
but was SUPER FUNNY...
SERIOUSLY!
and she dances in a funny way too :D
lols...
its just totally unexpected...
i guess i will give a rating of 3.5stars...
since its only 1.5hr...
so you shouldn expect so much from it :D
just thought that the storyline has sad parts,funny parts,and cool parts :D
sooo ya :D
ohh....
after the movie..
i was thinking of idling and playing around before we actually go home...
but due to some reasons...
we couldn...
guess whats the reason?
ZM HAS TUITION..
so...
we just went back...
ck and yaoyi practically walked me home :D
and took a bus later...
i think...
thanks alot...
and i thought that the sceneries at my area wasn that bad :P
lols..
so i was so tired when i reached home..
i didn even have my dinner...
i just went to sleep...
and the next thing i knew was that i was late for co the following day...
argh...
better late than never right?
ok...
i guess i am getting better at songs now..
BUT...
i am getting more and more pissed at people around me..
to whoever you are...
if you are playing at a speed of 100% faster than the actual one...
PLEASE DONT PLAY SO LOUDLY AND MAKE ME FEEL IRRITATED AND UNCOMFORTABLE!!!
and i couldn stand someone...
just keeps talking and laughing..
i had already put up to it a lot of times already...
and he still continues..
i was totally fed up with him at one point...
when the conductor was asking the 曲笛 to solo...
and he was talking and laughing like crazy...
i turned around and said in a solem voice "SHUT UP CAN?!"
he yet giggled...
and stopped later...
with his smiles gone..
AT LAST...
peace...
and later..
we went to have lunch...
at subway...
and it was a normal lunch...
only that some very funny things happened..
i guess i talk about it another time...
in case some people complain about my 1101 word post :P
byes!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
haiz haiz haiz...sometimes..
i really wonder if some people are really so immature...
or is it that they choose not to be understanding towards people...
this has got something to do with my brothers...
and seriously...
i cannot stand them...
SERIOUSLY A NONO!!!!
argh...
whatever...
i will talk about that later..
i guess..
but now...
i shall elaborate on my current condition...
now...
i am extremely sick and tired..
and i can feel cramps and sprains and pain in my joints all around my body...
seriously all around my body...
i can feel that my heart has slowed its pace already...
and my breaths are deep yet liveless..
my eyes are getting really bleary though i had gotten really sufficient sleep...
haiz...
i am feeling very very clumsy and listless...
very very...
T_T
i didn have my lunch at all...
i guess that made the problem worse...
but somehow...
i was tooo tired for any meal....
i shouldn have taken the medication in school...
it made me feel so drowsy and weak...
and so...
i was sleeping throughout some lessons...
and didn knew which lessons did i miss...
coz i didn even have any recognition of anything after mr ong came in during english lesson..
i was late...
and it didn even bother me at all...
i am just too tired to even do the tiniest stuffs around me...
pe was simply fun...
but overtaxing...
and found myself regret after taking pe lesson....
i had a mc..
and was supposed to be excused from school today..
yet i didn...
which i regret to some extent...
though i did learn some things today...
so it wasn that bad anyways...
after lessons...
had sc meeting...
cheering stuffs again...
and somehow...
the force is there...
but given the increased amount of force produced...
i received a much reduced yield of voice and loudness...
and on top of that..
restrains were released...
and i found that some things were pulling my throat muscles...
that made my feel totally disgusted and groggy...
i came home..
imagined that i could actually use the computer to play...which i had not since a week ago?
it was not due to that fact that i restricted myself to playing or what...
i just didn get to use the computer due to some disgusting and stingy people called "brothers"
i just...
dont like them...
i just want to relax myself for a day...
and seriously get to sleep at a much earlier time...
guess i couldn..
some things need to be done...
and cannot be procrastinating about it...
so just live your life and love your life...
dont be someone like me...
the phrase to be used is "so near yet so far"...
the physical factors struck off all the motivation ...
and found it to be a torture in this world at this moment of life...
life is catastrophic isnt it?
its like a disaster that continues everyday...
and seriously i am interested in the word "time"
i shall just shut myself and think about this word...
hope i can come out with a set of theories and things like that..
coz i feel that what i am thinking about time now makes sense...
and that it should have some facts in itself...
so ya..
byes all...
take good care ~
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
wow...i sort of like just came back from the doctor's visit...
now i am sitting in front of the "new" computer...
not exactly new...
but its newer anyways...
so...
the doctor...
i was quite shocked to see him...
he was at most 28...
I SWEAR HE LOOKED LIKE A NORMAL 20+ PERSON...
wow?
he's a doctor...
and is like....
diagnosing me?
anyways..
i'd better trust him...
coz his face got this "you'd better trust me if not i will molest you" look...
and so..
i explained the whole situation in some very chim english terms...
to test his professionalism...
and he understood completely...
i asked for MC indicating that I AM UNFIT FOR ORAL EXAMINATIONS...
this is what he said...
which i thought was quite true..
and not up to me to argue with him about...
as a professional practitioner of medicine, i seriously could not exempt you from any specific procedures with regards to the school. So, i am sorry but couldn't indicate so on the mc. However, i can write a memento(in this case, the meaning is a reminder/warning) to your school to be sympathetic and try to excuse you from your prelim orals."
that would definitely help! thanks :D
and somehow..
i got the mc TOGETHER with the memento...
and i couldn open the memento..
coz its sealed..
and if its unsealed by me...
the school will know that i MAY have altered the contents...
so...
lets just hope that the mc...
together with the memento..
will actually let miss yanti EXCUSE me from the dreadful orals...
consistent coughing sucks!
argh...
oh...
and when i was going back home by bus...
there was this very fat man...
sitting beside me...
and i was sitting on this kind of parallel seats...
those that faces which other...
he was beside me...
and WHY?
why does all old people support themselves when they are sitting already?
and THEY MUST STRETCH THEIR ARMS AND REACH FOR THE RAILS AT THE TOP!
HELLO?!
you are smelly already!
exposing your disgusting armpits to the surrounding makes it hellous for me...
ARGH!
AND YOU ARE EXPOSING TO ME!
so i shun his PITS...
and faced the other side...
it was smeeeelly to the extent that...
though i had a serious nose-block...
i can smell that humongous stench...
EEEK!
and he was scratching his big, fat, saggy and ugly fake breasts!!!!
AHHHHHH!
disgusting can?!
and it was like reaching 11pm already!
when i was about to get down from the already smellified bus...
i purposely gave him a HUGE JERK and STEPPED ON HIS SHOES :D :D
and he stared at me for that....
i STARED back!
you bloody ugly sucker!
NOOB!
oh...
and i just got to know that...
my aunt's mother-in-law's uncertified husband just passed away...
he fell down in the toilet...
and that caused his instant death...
WOW?!
life is just so fragile at times...
and WHY IS MINE NEVER AS FRAGILE!
YOU UNFAIR DESTINY!
he was 96...
and was on the last stage of lung cancer...
when it was the most critical moment...
a miracle happened and he was all lively, cheerful and active again!
so they thought that everything was ok...
and now...
it came so sudden...
wow?!
this wow is saddening can?!
his death was not certified, coz he died at home...
so an "autopsy"-like thingy needs to be proceeded with to know the real cause....
maybe he was poisoned or anything like that?
you'd never know...
but...
it's really sad...
to know that my uncle lost his ....ummm...i dont know the appropraite noun to use here...
but ya..
its saddening...
ok...
so...
no more sad things!
i shall publicise something!
something BIG!
SALLY IS TAKING PART IN SHORT PUT FOR THE SCHOOL TEAM!!!!
WOOOOOOHS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i cant believe it AT ALL!
she doesn look like a short putter...
and doesn look like a good one..
and i was once a short putter!!!!
the fact that i shared the same "position" sometime in life makes me super embarrassed!
coz its an embarrassment for her to be able to be a short putter...
that makes a short putter = me = sally = weakling?!
OMG?!
i only knew that i was quite pro in short put last time :P
coz i was FAT ==''
still remembered how to throw that stupid 10kg ball...
and seriously...
if it gets over 10m...
its pro ==''
once saw a student threw 10+ m!
i was like... SHOCKED!
10m is suuuuuper long ! provided the ball was much heavier if i was not wrong...
lols...
but the fact that sally is taking part is really...funny...
:P
why didn berlinda join her?!
maybe they got a fight...
catfight!
MEOW MEOW!!!!MEOOOOOOOOOOW!
ahhh...
one of them died...
maybe both...
the more the merrier i guess :P :P
during geog lessons...
they were separated by a table's distance...
they seriously quarrelled..i think..
i'd never seen friends quarrell so often before...
or are they just petty with everything around them?
or is the word stubborn?
or are they plainly faggots?
whatever :P
now...
i shall share something about music :D
something that my passion will never die in...
i really appreciate some singers' vocals...
there is a wide variety of vocal tones...
and some are seriously very nice and very much appreciated by me :D
i shall name some singers that i seriously think have nice/unique/powerful vocal chords...
NO BIASNESS AT ALL!!!!!
1. Hebe - SHE
2. Aaron - Fahrenheit
3. Evan Yo - 蔡旻佑
4. Tank
5. Ella -SHE
6. Aska - 杨宗伟
7. Stephanie Sun - 孙燕姿 (though i dont really like her anyways, no offence)
8. Gary - 曹格
9. Rainie Yang - 杨丞琳
10. Genie - 卓文萱
lols..
thats all..
its my opinion...
so there is no choice but to accept it anyways :P
so ya...byes :D
dont need me to scram you right?!
know what to do already?
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
:D :D
wow 1000 words :D :D never realised it's that much :D
guess that's why i can keep talking during orals :D
though i am not going to take in tomorrow anyways :P
good luck to all taking orals :D
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
yoyoyo!it has been quite some time since i last got online...
quite somethings to talk about...
and i promise that this post will be a short one...
provided that the word "short" means at least 800 words :D
ok :D
i was feeling damn 拽...
any guesses why?!
i finished the amaths tys within 1.5hr!!!
and i didnt even do any revision before that!
and everything was correct!
there was a minor mistake somewhere...
and i am asking someone why the answer key has +1 difference from my answer ==''
wow...
and all long i thought that differentiation is a dreadful and "trigo-like" chapter...
which will result in "trigo-like" results...
ok :D
settling down now and talk about biiiig matters :D
1st thing that i seriously cant stand is ALIBABA!
what's the problem with him?!
and i can proudly announce that i had DAOED him COMPLETELY today...
when he asks me a question...
i will reply "dont know?", or lift my shoulders, or simply ignore totally :D
ok...
the most surprising and stupid thing was that...
when mdm ashikin mentioned about the word "erect" on some day...
he HIT ME!!!
for what?!
get tooooooo high over a word and starts hitting me?!
==''
if you are too high...
simply go and bang your head against the wall...
then you will get low ==''
i was super pissed at him for that...
I AM NOT THAT CLOSE TO YOU YET!
AND HOPE WILL NEVER BE!
STOP HITTING ME!
YOU !@#!%#@$!$^$&!@$#~!
argh....
seriously dont understand why some people do things this way...
bloddy hitman...
you think you hitman COOL?!
==''
oh well...
drop it...
he makes my blood boils...
reaching 127 degree celcius le :D
ok...
miss yanti told me to engage in a conversation in class today...
the topic was "some activitites that you engaged in your spare time"...
thought that it was a very straightforward conversation to engage in...
ok...
the only problem was that...
i had a very very itchy and sore and bumpy throat...
that produces some kind of "ichiguuu" sounds like those mentioned by dion out of the blues...
it sort of like worsened the problem...
since i tried to speak loudly...
T_T
and from someone's information...
SALLY WAS STARING AT ME!
ahhhhhh!
luckily...
i didn look at her...
if not..
i guess my eyes would have melted into some gooey slimes of amoeba!!!
T_T
miss yanti said a well-done...
though no doubt everyone knows that i am lying...
but still...
i feel that i am a great liar...
:D
at least the markers actually believed in whatever that i said :P
well...
what if i said that i had yet eaten my dinner?
should i go and eat it now?
oh...
let me use the word count thingy 1st...
if it's over 800 words...
i would grant you permission to leave this blog :D
if not...
you GLADLY STAY PUT...
if not...
i will ask shawn to eat you up :P :P
ah ha!!!
its only like...
500 words?!
:P :P
ummm..
still...
i am especially kind to let you release early for whatever night activities/stoning sessions you have :D
reason? I AM KIND! (like real...i just want my dinner =='')
ok... so byes~
and take care...
and wish you all the best~
and good luck~
and mamamias~
and sally-ing~
and berlinda-ing~
and alibaba-ing~
and mj-ing~
and ==''
just get lost can?!
see all these spams already still as thick-skinned to scram aH!!!
SCRAM LA~
PRESS THE RED X!!!!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
you know what?today was supposed to be the nicest day of all :D
coz we were going to the so called "DHS repertoire"
only that everything is in china context and there isnt any ballets at all :D
and it is totally unfair *puffs*
why why why?
they got the IP and their seniors can go back and assist them soooo freely...
T_T
but there is one thing to say :P
the huihui=looking girl is no longer of existence...
guess she got a new hairdo or got into a geeky school :P :P
well..
the performance is....nice?
actually i was even busier with the ugly people around me :P
1stly...
there was this china couple behind me (no offence to china people,coz they are very old)
the guy has got a white stubble that can poke your face as if daggers were pierce dinto your face during kissing sessions...
and the lady got a super *tehhhh* face...
they had got the suuuuperb china accent...
and on top of that...
the dialect accent was excelleeeeeeeeent!
omfg... (ohmyfreakinggod)
they were talking and coughing and singing throughout the concert!
ugly people!!!!
if you are there just to give your grandchildren "face"...
and dont intend to actually listen to anything at all...
and actually didnt care if you bother anyone around...
GET THE FREAKING HELL OUT OF THE HALL!
i seriously wanted to turn around and scold whatever things that they can understand...
but seeing that they are about to die soon anyways...
i dont really bother anymore...
in case some people accuse me of being murderers...
oh ya...
and there was this even pro-er guy sitting alongside me (only with a gap of stairs between)
he was totally listening to his headset throughout the performance!!!
and only did i realise when the concert has ended...
disgusting people who takes up the $10 slots...
IF YOU DONT APPRECIATE, PLEASE SCRAM YOUR BUTTS OFF!
ok...
the concert was generally nice :D
i tell you some observations i had made...
PERSONAL OPINIONS...
高唢 (the guy) - dazzling with suaveness, simply marvelous *stunned and bewildered*
大提琴 (the guy) - reflecting spotlights ~ suave styles ~ mamamia~
笛子 (the guy) - cool and sparstic, funny ;D
打击 (the 2 guys) - good, very minor problems and super 帅气!
高胡 (the girl) - pro ~ huihui-looking one was more pro~~
笙 (all) - didn really notice it...too low profile i guess... but it must be tooo melodious and blended in the pieces that i totally forgot about its existence :P
扬琴 (all) - wow! impressed! the hand movements and speed was very nice and coordinated! :D
弹拨 (all) - professionalism :D really very nice, and our school's is quite good too :P
大大大提琴 (all) - works well with cello...i guess, too soft to be heard by my half-deaf ears...
i think that's all?!
lols...
after that we went to have dinner at mcdonalds...
argh...
it was raining,,,
i was still attacked by the rain...somehow...
and i was having raging enzymatic reactions within the body...
with the worsened inflammation of the throat...
and ya...
i ate mcdonalds...
and now my throat is aching like crazy...
i cannot even speak...
it feels as if a crow is pinching the flesh off the throat...
argh...
feels bad...
well..
i guess i didnt have anything else for you anymore :P
so byes :P
Friday, March 21, 2008
zzz...still at part one of djmax download...
dont know why...
but the files i downloaded earlier were lost...
and couldn be recovered...
argh...
slept at 3++am today...
and woke up at 2pm today...
11 hours of sleep...
and if they didn have to change the matress covers...
i would have slept till perhaps 5pm?
zzz...
why didn they wake me up...
WHEN THEY ALREADY BOUGHT MY LUNCH 2 HOURS AGO?
it has solidified...
turned cold...
and gooey by the time i actually attempted to taste it...
ITS ROASTED DUCK RICE...
and i think i forgot to mention that i had AN INFLAMMED THROAT!!!!
must be the fake vension i ate last night :P
oh ya...
the duck rice is practically BONES and TASTELESS SAUCES...
that was the worst duck rice i had eaten...
and my brothers argued with me that the rice is nice ==''
no taste people ~
oh...
then i had my marvelous noodles...
ahh~
instant noodles....that is T_T
and to my horror and surprise and suckerism....
it is labelled "healthier choice" and "no preservatives"...
and guess what????
it provided 2605mg of SODIUM!!!!!
which is 65% of DAILY VALUE in ONE MEAL!
omg?!
i am practically eating salt...
wow...
omg....
2605mg...i am damn pissed at that now...
BLOODY LIARS!!!!
is it even HEALTHY?
next time...
i will boil porridge...
==''
oh ya...
yesterday was founder's day :D :D
and we had a performance :D :D
i thought that the performance was generally so-so...
still can hear...
but lots to be improved on...
but really...
at least it is a little better than those practices we had...
and 高音笙!!!
not bad!!
a little lag but got improvements :D
good job :D :D
eh...
joel, vick and fusheng got perform :D
the song is nice :D
everyone was enticed by it..
and humming the tune during later practices :D :D
and julian came down to help with the practice :D
eh...
after the performance...
it was somehow 11.20pm already...
so we went to have supper...
not exactly WE...
coz only yiliang, kn and me were eating ==''
1 vege 1 youtiao 2 meat :D
we ate 煮炒 :D
lols...
i was not very full...
but too much supper is bad for health :D
oh ya...
and the vension is seriously fake...
it doesn even taste like meat...
but...
whatever...
just finished everything and left...
we took the last 28 :D
to zm and cy's stop...
then...
we went down...
ok...
and the last bus 21 had fled already...
coz i used the "iris" function...
but waited till 12.40am...
still no avail...
and zm and cy were waiting with me..
so i felt quite bad...
and then...
cy's mum offered to send me home...
and cy agreed on my behalf...
so once again was feeling even badder...
to be troubling cy's mum at such an hour...
thanks anyways :D
ok...
oh ya...
during the waiting HOURS before the performance actually started...
we were playing concentration, daidi and some other random games :D
somehow i feel quite pro lor :D
out of 3 daidi...
i won two :D :D
and i didnt have any daidi at all :P
eh then that disgusting leimee came in and said in a all-puffed-up face...
"你们！太过分了！收起来！你们因该知道在校里.................................................."
blahs blahs blahs..
i didn really bother about her at all..
just a puppet waiting to be exploded by us :P :P
lols...
we played concentration!!!
and it had very CRAZY forfeits...
in conclusion???
4R1 people and erhu people are sort of like losers...
they keep losing!!!
and you know what?!
i didnt lose any at all!!!!
LOLS!
kn had 2 very disgusting forfeits...
dion got a corroded pair of lips :D
and zengmei got a rotton mouth :P
hahz...
i was waaaaaaaaaay lucky :D
and i think i was a winner for the day :P :P
haha :D
haiz...
so its 60+ % of the download already...
guess i will go and take a rest and come back later on :P
byes~
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
hey :Djust finished my 2nd dinner :D
i didn have lunch...
and realised that i had forgotten about the change that the supposed lunch-buyers need to return to me :D
but still, though i didn get my lunch :D
thx alot dion :D
for being willing to buy me my "anything" lunch :D
ok..
my 1st dinner was teppanyaki!
the cheap-skate one at CS foodcourt...
actually, it's not exactly cheap anyways :D
its a new stall..
selling...ummm...teppanyaki ==''
and kn bought the 4.80 curry chicken rice :D
while me?
the 4.50 omelette fried rice :D
the honey-like sauce was SUPER NICE :D
though the black pepper is like...umm...nothing?!
overall its ok la :D
still can eat; and it's not that bad after all...
however...
the seemingly thick curry doesn seem concentrated after all :P
feedback states that it is as dilute as ever :P
so...
i guess my meal was more worth it :D
oh ya...
anyways, i ate my 1st dinner with cy,yanting,joel,kn and mary :D :D
lols...just joking...
mary's not there :P
hahz...
my 2nd dinner was at home...
and i can tell you that i am 85% now :D
*NOTE: to be able to make me 75% full, it's a miracle already, though i always say that i am full :P
conclusion : i can eat A LOT!!!!!!!
ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!!!
coz once finish a buffet of food...which takes around 2 hours or so....
i would have digested everything...
coz i CAN FEEL the PYLORIC SPHINCTER relax and let the gooey shit flow through...
i can PRACTICALLY FEEL IT :D
and then...
the stomach gets EMPTY...
and i need to EAT AGAIN....
argh...
and eatting doesn help me get fat :D
i am watching my diet very carefully now :D
CARBO,FATS AND PROTEINS :D :D
the more the merrier! :D
tomorrow is founder's day...
and the ones going for the 3-hour REDUNDANT ceremony will be EXCUSED from next friday's SPORTS DAY :D
and the excused percentage of the school is 30%...
and the ones expected to be under MC ON THAT DAY is another 15%...
so...
in the end...
we have around 50+ - 60+% of the student population left :D
isnt that great?
how are we EXPECTED to win the cheering competition?!
and always....
though the teachers say "never win never mind one la!"
in the end..
you find yourself hearing "you guys didn try hard enough for us to win at all!"
and IF we win... "good job! the SCHOOL has done an excellent job!well done!"
FAULTS = SCs
ACCOMPLISHMENTS = SCHOOL, TEACHERS AND STUDENTS
you know what?
i found an apt phrase for that... (anyways, apt is really an english word, not an abbreviation, so you can check the meaning in the dictionary if you dont understand it :D)
we are block-arrows-sign :D (挡箭牌)
imagine two armies of nerds marching towards each other...
trying to win the war with their teddy-bears as weapons...
then, the opposing army shot arrows *CHIWWWWWWWW*
and then we are forced to stand right in front,emotionless,waiting to receive our own fate...
which is to DIE and be forgotten after the war is won...
and as we are NERDS...
if we LOSE the war...
the block-arrows-signs...
which are us...
will be sucked up from the ground through a huge vacuum...
and be thrown out...
these actions repeat till we are beaten into pulps...
or mashes of meat :D
isnt that great?
and EVERYTHING in the school is LAST MINUTE :D
ohhhh...
"tomorrow have rehearsal ah?!how come i dont know de?" i said
"i though all of us have? its full rehearsal mah." a band-member said
"really ah?" i asked
then, we went for CO 大组 practice on that day...
and EVERYONE didn know of this event's existence...
EXCEPT zm, which somehow and surprisingly, received the news out of nowhere...
*another incident*
"COE-ICT....thursday leh" i heard sometime this week, on monday, and once again today,wednesday...
"you not going with gaoyang to VJ ah?" an SC asked...
"why go VJ?see 1st la...if HCJC cannot then go VJ lor...." i replied
"NO NO! it's the COE-ICT at VJ" that SC mentioned...
"hah?! how you know of this and when you know of this de?" i asked in amazement...
"i also only know it today...and they need quite some SCs to go there TOMORROW, so why you never go?" SC said...
ok?! i freaking dont know anything about it!!!!!
i thought SCs will only be involved in ushering for tomorrow's founder's day?
and they also need to go for the VJ thingy?
omg?!
that's taxing...
gy is doing both...
gosh....
LAST MINUTE LAST MINUTE...
what's the freaking problem with the school?!
cant you guys do things on time...
and in ADVANCE?
even construction is LAGGING...
and WHY THE TEMPORARY CLASSROOM 1ST?!
WE NEED THE HALL FOR O LEVELS!
GET THE FREAKING HALL UP 1ST!
WE ALREADY HAVE A SUITABLE CLASSROOM HERE...
DUH!?
everyday's schedule is killing me already...
and yet i have so many yet-to-be-done projects...
and yet i need to talk to a lot of people....
argh...
and i need to talk..
whether i have the time or not...
it's priority...
i need to boost other people's adversity quotient...
at the stake of decreasing mine...
but i dont mind...
it's already so low anyways :P
so now...
EQ, IQ and AQ...
if all 3 are low...
"Q you!"
:D
ok then...
very tired from everything today...
and i wish to reach school by 7.00am tomorrow..
so...
BYES!
Monday, March 17, 2008
yo!its been a short yet long day for me...
short since we only had 2 proper lessons and one cca...
long as the day stretched till 6.30pm - when we were finally released from all the instrumental endeavours...
anyways...
i just changed my blogskin yesterday...
and randomly typed a "lols" in blue to test things out...
and someone...
white is transparent...
so next time...
when i mention in white...
please highlight it :D
theme : "Just a Boy"
what is a boy?
a sucker, a loser, a faggot, a noob, a newb, a miser, a fishmonger
lols...
and what is a girl?
sugar, spices and every nice...
at least that's what teachers always see in us...
as for a matter of fact...
it may not necessarily be credible...
sometimes...
YOU can see SALLY as a teacher's impression of a "boy"...
for me...
to even consider her as a pet...
it's an insult to all fauna and pet-lovers!
dont know why..
but felt the sudden urge to complain about her :D
so let's talk about TODAY :D
what's so interesting about today?
1st word of the day is "respect"
i heard this "speech today" (edited coz i simply couldn remember the exact)...
"we, teachers, have the utmost disappointment in you! nasians, even when we have visitors, i must say this! you guys are bringing down our standards! in terms of discipline and academics, how can we be the best in tampines?! the best in the east?! and how many of you here dare to stand up and say that you are a winnner?!"
one word reply from my gracious mouth : "sucker"
hello?!
1stly, if you want our respect, you must respect us 1st...
this is a BASIC value that is inculcated within us since we were introduced to schooling!
and some people totally neglected the basic objectives and meaning of some schooling values!
"RESPECT,integrity,commitment,responsibilty"
of all, i believe that some teachers lack the former criteria in capitals...
the other three is most observed in teachers...
and as TEACHERS, if you cannot set an example for us STUDENTS, how are we supposed to be winners? (like what teachers always say to SCs, if we dont set examples, how do they follow?! !@#$ off!"
and 2ndly, IF we are losers like what you mentioned in front of all the thai visitors...
what MAKES YOU a winner?
like teacher, like student...
the loser students that you produce are a result from your loser teaching...
is that what you mean?
and i dont find my teachers the very least a "loser"
but seriously...
i think the word is aptly used upon you! you ugly one!
3rdly, IF you are sincere about the so-called "benefit of doubt" thingy...
you wouldn have even want to waste our 5minutes just like that...
5minutes is sufficient for a guy to spend his last lifetime with his dearest!
when we are dying for that 5minutes sometime in our life...
i would never forget this particular incident...
DIDN BEHAVE = NO RECESS
spare the rod and spoil the child; even we had done so many expositions on this topic...
the MORE you INFLICT on us, the MORE REBELLIOUS we get...
and the MORE DISRESPECT you will receive from us...
can someone change the teacher's role?
i think his journey as a crowd-controller has died...
some may say that he is a good teacher...
maybe in class...
but i seriously couldn stand this kind of "fairness" and "equality" exposed to us every monday...
and mdm ashikin was super powerful today!
that stunned many...
but i remained ... emotionless?
i expected this the moment i heard "benefit of doubt"..
hello?!
BOD is only used in bio so far...
when was it ever mentioned in maths or anything like that?
enough of ugly people :D
today...
*drumrolls*
DANIELSON CAME TO SCHOOL FOR PHYSICS SPA only
and IT WAS A CANCELLED LESSON!
LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS LOLS!
you know what?
that is the time when a boy really becomes a teacher's "boy"
that was super hilarious!
as in you come to school for nothing!
practically nothing!
wow...
loser...
and today :D
we had no english, no hcl, no physics :D :D
RELAXED!
they are all absent...
due to some unforseen circumstances?!
dont know :P
oh ya...
more of ugly people...
i dont care what koknam calls him : "lan kia"
i just wanna name him "baikakia"
he irks me to the core of jupiter!
EWWWW!
what's the problem with you?!
walan here walan there...
THERE ARE SENIORS AROUND....
LANGUAGE 放尊重点儿!
and when i was standing in front of him during the CO arrangement thingy...
he was swinging the aircon control into my back....
=="
i turned back and he was stunned...
he didn even say a SORRY...
and he did it ON PURPOSE...
another :3 guy...
argh...
and he pushed yaozhi...
i did witness that one...
and his sorry was seriously what you call "redundancy" or "insincerity"
and it got yaozhi damn pissed...
hello?!
you pushed him ON PURPOSE?!
i dont know but you looked like you did it on purpose you noob baikakia...
he is a mixture of chemical X with chemical Y infused with donkey and bacterial DNAs...
zzz...i hate such people...
seriously...
these are in the category FAGGOTS...
and i think i got a name for zm...
in return of the SLF honoured to us...
she shall be called N...
in this case here...
N is for once not cool...
and it stand for NOOB...
and now we can be known as NSLF...
"National Service's Loving Friends"
or simply "Noob, Sucker, Loser, Faggot"
and i think i am the loser?
totally forgotten...
but i think she suits the role of a noob :D
maybe a newb would sound nice?
coz noob may sound tooooo harsh for a self-claimed 帅哥 :P :P
lols..
byes!
AngGongKia~ lols
Sunday, March 16, 2008
i am just desperate for some things to accomplish now...anything but homework :D
returned home from ahma's house at around 9.30pm...
and started meddling with some computer stuffs...
eh...
also i just checked my BMI...
it's out of the blue thing...
and the results were out of the blue too!
omg?!
i just turned underweight!
underweight = BMI<18.5 a
nd i am 18.46!!!
AH!?
and that is the height based on last year!
oh great...
if i were to grow any taller...
i am becoming a stickman!?
ahhhhh!
ok great...
3500 kcalories a day...
how difficult can that be?
should i take in 5000 aday?
coz my metabolism rate is really amaaaazing :D
oh great...
my 2nd post of the day...
and i am as depressed as ever...
hello?!
i went to my ahma's house...
they the 1st thing they commented on was our sizes...
brother 1 = fat
brother 2 = moderate (i think its lumps of fats, though size is ok, but gross to the core coz its FATS)
me?
in teochew, its "sang"...
and its more and more "sang"
and they sae "gui" liao...
but didn get a hint of getting "pui"
haiz...
"sang" is skinny, "gui" is tall, "pui" is fat
ahhh...
i am soooo depressed...
always, without fail, they need to comment about this...
and ALWAYS, they get the impression that i eat LITTLE!!!
omg?!
in my family..
i am like the glutton!
i eat alot alot and alot...
but still...to no avail...
!!!
always me!?
why me??
and the fat one doesn even eat....
buffet meals = 2 rounds
waste money....
now what?
take in proteins make me skinnier coz more energy is needed to convert proteins to amino acids than fats....
take in fats means i need to burn excess away (back to square one)
now what?
if my BMI gets below 18.4..
i am going to get myself a nutritionist...
why am i the suayest person in the world?!
people around the world are dying to get slim...
and i am dying to get fat!
i need fat donors...
ahhhh!
i feel like going to a high peak in singapore and scream everything off my mind..
*sighs*
let me plan my diets now...
so ya...
bye bye~
CAN I FREAKING GET FAT? *pissed* sometimes...
i can go about blogging forever...
though i really had nothing to blog about :P
for example?
today :D
i am supposed to go for my ahma's belated elated birthday celebration...
its a buffet lunch :D
from 4pm to 8pm.....
at BOONLAY!
argh...
my ahma lives sooo far away...
and usually...
the taxi fare plunges to a maximum of $18 *after inflation*
ahhh!
and its 4.20pm now...
i am still at home :D
guess why?
MY MUM IS NOT BACK YET T_T
ahhh!
i hadn had any breakfast,lunch,teabreak today yet...
and now :D
my stomach is floating in the air :D
*bloop bloop*
:D :D
everything inflates...
my stomach, taxi fare, food, water and electricity bills,homework...
and guess where's the deflation?
when you poke your stomach, your pay, exam marks....
T_T
life is sooooo miserable T_T
i am never going to make myself get poor...
so listen up you all!
strive and get rich!!!
but dont become an ugly beach and try to sabotage the pretty people :D *like me*
*blinks blinks*
i am feeling ACCOMPLISHED!!!
coz i finished my chinese compo,chinese speech and bio TICTACTOE!!!
and what's more accomplishing is that...
i haven start on amaths and english :D
bio is totally geog!
i am practically writing down everything about geog :P :P
i did the 1st period :D
VERY EASY!
"deforestion's effects, adaptations of cacti camels and mangrove plants, and one bio-based question" :D
lols..
finished it in 30min only :D
*拽*
chinese was quite hazardous...
your brain can practically explode into birds....
hello?
i couldn remember all the chim phrases at all!
ahhhhh!
someone help me!!
but somehow...
produced two 700++word essays :D
"论交友" and "毕业演讲"
lols...
dont feel like playing Jeanne Darc...
though i installed it...
dont know why...
but i dont feel like playing such games from scratch...
its frustrating to be a noob...
like :3 ...
ekkk...
my mum just reached home :D
and guess what?
my brothers are yet to be ready for take off
so its like *ZOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooom"
then fade off~~~~
lols...so i am sooooo bored now :D
eek...
ahhhhhhhhh!
they keep zao-sia-ing now!!!
CREEPY!
*sighs*
feel like being a fat guy again...
at least that would be my acceptable weight now...
how did i freaking lose so many kilos in a year?
freak!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and why is gaining so difficult for me?
disgusting people...
can mdm ashikin quickly teach us on metabolic differentiations?
and why we skinnies eat sooo much and still remain as boney as ever?
lols...
whatever...
and i saw this article somewhere when i was browsing around...
it says "gays are scientifically proven to have different genetic structures"
EEEEWWW!
that means they are similar to those being born deaf or blind...
and we are supposed to accept them as they are....
EWWWW!
YUCK!!!!
ugly people.....
and the article is mentioned by a political person in some country *coughs*
so...making people accept them?!
not for me ==''
ok...thats randomness...
but the article is a bit gross...
maybe not a bit...
but...they are born like that?
thats saddening...
in any case...
i am lucky...
for once?
for twice...
maybe..coz i didn step on any catshit today :D
ok...i had never? since YEARSssssssSSsSSs ago :D
random again...
really had no topic to talk about anymore!
ahh...
so now what?
should i go and become a geek and start dismantling my psp?
or go about poking the buttons with my pinkie?
the latter...
ok?!
i should set up a voting thingy on the blog shouldn i?
"i should" ~~~ *a strange voice inside me shooks to accomplish that task*
*the voice is transforming me*
TADADADADA!!!!!
i am the orange ranger from planet JUPITER :D :D
at least jupiter sounds cooler and is still in orbit :D
not like dion's planet...
*PUFF**PUFF*
byes~
friend - or not?
Saturday, March 15, 2008
hey...i'd just tell you guys this before i start on anything..
today's post is totally saddies and emo...
and the topic is going to cover on "demise" and "blending"
"demise" to be coloured red and "blending to be coloured orange...
so, if you find that it is totally unsuitable for you to read on, kindly leave this blog...
1stly, i just chose not to have lunch though there seemed to be brambles in my stomach now...
its 2pm, saturday, after the never-peaceful cca i had...
ok great...
"blending"
sometimes, people around you are forever treating you as differently as treating others...
and sometimes, as well, you will ponder upon : " is that supposed to be a good thing?"
is it really a good thing to be treated differently by friend A?
when friend A treats all the other B,C and Ds in the same way....
frankly speaking, i dont know...
or is it because of some kind of incidents...
that made you treat "i" and "A, B, C, and Ds" differently?
and the significance is even greater...
as you compare the way B, C and Ds treat you...
its the same as how A treats you...
yet they treat themselves in another manner...
then, you think...
whether if you really had any friends...
but you are seriously lost!
you dont even have an answer to that question - what is a friend?
you set a definition for the word "friend"...
and the next day...
to find yourself completely lost, and reverted to the origin...
have i defined it wrongly?
or is it so that the world seemed so cold and empty now?
ok from here on...
i will explain my experience today in a list of lyrics from the song 背影...
i would like to comment that songs have no fixed context...
it can be in the form of love, kinship, friendship or even hatred...
so ya...
here's the chorus...
chorus in red, interpretation in white....
感谢我不可以 住进你的眼睛 - 幸我不以让你了解我的心情与状态
所以才能拥抱你的背影 - 结果我忽略了自己，躲在你背后，默默的支持你体谅你
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住 - 所有的过失，所有的无奈与伤感，都令我难以忘怀，但你呢？
不完美的所有美丽 - 友情是美丽的，但拥有毫无完美的美丽，不如永不得手
感谢我不可以 拥抱你的背影 - 最后庆幸我的无能，最总连基本的成就都达不成
所以才能变成你的背影 - 因此变成你的背影，是那么的被忽略，是那么的无阻无能，结果彻底的不了解你
躲在安静角落 - 疏远你，离别与你，安静地自责
如果你回头看 不用睬应- 不需你再留下一丝的关怀，虽然我已知你再也不会回应
now, for "demise"
i will try to make this short...
i have been deceiving myself, and deceiving people that i would like to die before the age of 40, because i feel that i would have then lived life to the fullest...
then, now...
i changed it to 30...
simply because i am afraid of living my life to the fullest...
you know that people around you would die someday...
and that day is drawing nearer as you idle your time away...
soon, you would come to a moment when someone will leave forever...
and then, would you regret?
wake up all...
this is a bit harsh...
and some of you may say "choi!"
but i still must clarify...
what is the probability of your parents dying after you?
0.0y?
seriously...
someday they will just leave you...
how are you going to handle the situation?
sometimes...
i think..
and i admit i think too much...
but you know that they will leave you...
and you are doing nothing about it!
how's that?
selfish people...
i tell you what...
when i imagine the situation when my parents leave me..
i will cry...
and that is the most natural me...
and i am never natural with anyone around me...
i am only natural when i am alone...
truely alone..
cry...cry la!
your tear glands are meant to secrete tears!
use it to the fullest...
you would not what to paralyse your tear gland and find that you can only deceive yourself by laughing everyday...
just think...
i would like to die before the age of 30...
and i certainly hope that it is cancer...
coz i feel that it's the easiest and best way to leave this world...
coz the blood agglutimation is a bit tooooo gorey and disgusting...
sometimes...
i wish that that motorcycle that almost sped into me last year had really done so...
and now...
i would be so relieved...
so ya...
good luck all..
and bye...
friend- or not?
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
a very very good evening to all the pretty hunks and suave babes :Dwelcome to the latest episode of " FASTER DEAL OR KENNASAI LA! "
ok 1stly...
the banker called...
and demanded me to reply my lifeless tags :D
1stly...
i think that dion had toooo much life and kn had noooo life on the day they read my post...
that accounts for the extreme attitudes and feelings triggered when reading my post :D
my dearest gay friend said that it was BORING and the cutest and most gorgeous punk said that it was INTERESTING...
so...
am i supposed to expect a 3rd-party to popped into the picture and comment whether that "stay-healthy" post was exciting or not?
waaait...
i think exciting is the wrong word to use here...
kn will definitely interprete it a disgusting and ugly manner :D
like he always does :P
ok whatever...
FASTER DEAL OR KENNASAI LA! [round 1]
today, i watched a movie...
please produce a thesis about "movie" of at least 500 words.
ok great :D
mamamia!
today went to watch AUGUST RUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHIONG AH!!!!!!!
i tell you what...
i was super pissed yet super satisfied with the movie :D
1stly....
I AM PISSED THAT I STILL DONT GET TO KNOW HIS REAL NAME AFTER THE MOVIE...
i know the adopted names...
evan taylor and august rush...
but i feel that since he had managed to accomplish his mission...
PLEASE GIVE HIM A NAME BEFORE THE MOVIE ENDS...
though i know that "august rush" will still be his name....
but please at least make me feel that i am right!?
anyways...
i dont mind dying at the age of 15 if i really am sooo talented in music...
seriously!
i wanna be like august!
and the way lyla played the cello was really mesmerizing and full of confidence and style...
oh my god...
august I LOVE YOU!
can you spare me 20% of your talent?
lols...
below is a list of most of the movies i watched this year :D
from the most worthy to the most unworthy movies...
TOTALLY MY OPINION so NO OFFENCE...
:D
1. August Rush
2. L
3. Leap Years
4. Ah Long Pte Ltd
5. One Missed Call
the rest are simply forgotten due to extreme memory failure or just that it's too lousy to appear on my post :D
oh ya!
yesterday...
quite a number of cute things happened to me!
on my way back home YESTERDAY...
at TP's stop..
there was this guy
he has got an unevenly shaved stubble...
and has funny-looking specs...
he was holding onto a strawberry ice-cream when he boarded the bus :D
when was about to sit at the seat directly in front of me...
his ice-cream dripped onto his clothes...
but i guessed he didn realise anything...
coz he just sat down...
and the 1st thing i saw him doing was to open his mouth WIDE and perpendicular to the ice-cream...
gobbled the pink and gooey and cold and creamy stuff down his throat...
its totally COOKIE MONSTER...
only that he is the uncoool version...
noob imitation!
oh ya...
then i thought nothing interesting would happen again...
then i was wrong...
when i was about to get off..
i woke up from my nap to find myself looking at a guy performing some stunts in front of me...
its the same ugly guy...
chatting over his phone...
its a cute phone...
but he was talking very very very very loudly...
and yet he removed the phone to shout into the voicebox...
and hovered the receiver back to the ear to listen...
REPEATEDLY...
it looks super funny...
imagine an ugly guy doing that?!
gross...
still, with a pink speck on his pants...
==''
then...
when i was accompanying my family to buy my other bro a handphone...
the handphone dealer was extremely !!!@#!@$
you know what's act cute and gay!?
he's totally all those vulgarities, ryan and everything bad mixed together!
hello?!
reaching 40 years old...
AND STILL ACTING CUTE?
he said "哇！这个 memory card 2 GB 喔！我的才 512MB 而已...你可以送我吗？hmmm?"
my bro replied "不可以... =='' "
he answered "哈？then nevermind 啰！这么没幽默感的, hng! 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈... ;P "
i totally dont dare to talk to him...
oh my celestial?
oh ya...
the last interesting guy that i saw was when i was buying my psp...
i was at this shop...
and he was busy on the phone, so i waited for a while...
then he was like "700, **** LA, KENNIN-mother!" all the way...
when he was done...
i was tooo stunned to ask anything from him...
so my mum helped me settle...
and he was super funny...
“买 limited edition 不好的, 浪费钱...
the way he said was influential...
and i decided to buy a silver one, and change it to a red skin next week...
but i was wondering...
if you say this to every customer....
then who will purchase your limited edition psp?
lols...
whatever...
he totally has the beng look...
:d
lols...
ok whatever...
this shall be the end of the "FASTER DEAL OR KENNASAI LA!"
gonna go do something else :D
cya :D
friend - or not?
Sunday, March 9, 2008
heyguess what?
i just broke a record in GUINESS WORLD RECORDS (qihao's edition) !!!
isn that great?
congratulates me :D
and be at all ears for i am going to share with you the most majestic event of the year!
I SURVIVED WITHOUT WATER FOR 24.5 HOURS!
isn that amazing?
its totally miraaaaaculous!
lols...
at the expense of getting in the book of records...
i was rewarded with an amazingly sore throat.....
the sore stays there...
and impulses were sent to the brain every 0.2seconds to stress the acute pain in the throat...
ok...
my 1st water intake was at 11.00pm...
when i had my dinner!
that is the reason why my weight-gain AKA fats are located at the stomach...
actually...
its not really fats...
but i just feel so out-of-shape...
coz the stomach is sticking out more now...
than it is compared to 3 months ago...
must do exercise...
AND CORRECT MY DINING SCHEDULE..
no matter what...
i am going to have 4 meals a day...from the original 2...
and it includes breakfast, lunch, high-tea and dinner...
STRICTLY NO SUPPER :D
and in the morning...
it MUST be a spread (fats,calcium,PROTEINS,potassium and phosphorus(must find food sources) and carbohydrates... :D
coz at night...
i am going to refrain having too much protein and fat intake...
and i am going to sleep at 11pm sharp every night...
and wake up at 5.15 every morning :D
exercise every friday night and sunday morning... :D
daily workouts if i get to buy anything tmr that is required for that :D
these things are sooooooooo gonna make me stay healthy :D
anyone who wants to take part in this healthy schedule please tell me :D
lets stay healthy together :D :D
i am really scared of falling sick...
especially during the Os...
so i had better immunise myself now :D
i had always had a weaker heart...
slower cell-synthesis and replacement rates...
slow healing rates...
and also...
slightly lower blood sugar level than you guys...
that is the reason why i always eat sweets, cookies and bubble tea if i got the chance to...
the doctor told me about my blood sugar 1.5 years ago...
though not serious...
but i'd better keep my sugar level relatively average...
coz i had once lost my eyesight temporarily due to sudden drop of blood sugar level..
and once i fainted while having fever (the time when my blood sugar dropped significantly coz i couldn eat alot of things)
lols...those times reflected to me that i should take more sugar...
and i never told my parents that i think these are the results of too little sugar :P
i just took extra sugar without letting them know now :D
i dont really like sweets...
but they are good sources arent they?
ok...
there were some things that pissed me off today...
for example...
after i got of my dad's car and walked down the pathway...
my brother jerked the car-door open and it took a direct hit at my hip...
ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch!
and than i told my mum that i had a terribly sore throat...
and guess what they ordered for dinner?
SAMBAL kangkong...
DEEP-FRIED tofy with some DEEP-FRIED stuffs on top...
ROASTED chicken...
COFFEE spare ribs...
YAM RING with SEAFOOD...
oh my celestial...
that i substantial to aggravate my throat problem...
now my throat is dying on me...
argh...
ok whatever... :D
just take care of yourself everyone :D
stay healthy, be happy and MOST IMPORTANTLY be confident :D
its better to be loved and lost than never to be loved at all :D
ok randomness :D
now listening to 周公讲鬼 :D
cya all :D
friend - or not?
Friday, March 7, 2008
know what?i just partronised ballsy's blog...
the results?
to find myself stunned with my jaws hanging freely, as if detached, from my narrow-minded head...
oh my celestial !
her english is flawless...
totally FLAWLESS...
she actually wrote that?
wow...
its way better than anything i'd read from some literature excerpts...
english is superb...
content is straightforward yet undoubtfully clear...
gosh...
she can be a writer for some great publishing company...
i am sure she will fetch a hefty sum of earnings :D
but RGS students always go for perfection...
isn it?
guess being a writer isn as ideal as being a researcher or doctor...
:D
ok...
had a freaky dejavu yesterday...
and as the term suggests...
i saw something in the future!!!
and the future was today!
it was about mdm ashikin talking to bokai about the standards in bio and things like that...
ok..
and sometimes...
i feel that your life is already destined and planned in advance...
no matter what...
nothing is going to change the way it is going to be...
even if you say that "i changed my life for the better and he/she has impacted and inspired me lots and lots!"
i dont think you changed your life at all...
it was meant for you to change that way...
and it was meant for those inspiring people to inspire you...
i just feel that its all planned and fixed already...
you experience the future in the same way as that of your dejavu...always...
that made me ponder...
why dejavu?
and why the same things happen?
and how you can actually predict what will happen at that instantaneous moment and relive it coz you had remembered it IN YOUR DREAMS?
eeeerie...
ok...results should not take up major sectors...
so...
AS BAD...
gonna work VERY HARD FOR BIO,CH AND EL :D
hope things will turn out better...
though i still believe that the outcomes of my studying is destined already... :P
i certainly hope that whatever that was prefixed is positive :D
ok great :D
ok...
mrs aw left us...
T_ T T_T T_T
argh!
great...its over...
so wish mrs aw a .....................................................................................................
dont exactly know what to write...theres just too much for her...
so forget it...
its the thought that counts...
so good luck...and byes byes :D
met mr thong :D
the close-up of him is soooooooo cute and chubby :D
feel like pinching him, though the gang knew that we were there to be reprimanded by him...
UNFAIRNESS...
i am not depressed coz i failed hcl...
but its the other teachers in school that i totally look down on!
mdm liu rite?
argh...
with a class as pathetic as us when homework is concerned...
managed to get 100% passes if i am not wrong...
what is this?
and heard that 0-homework handed in...
GETS MORE THAN 60 FOR THE OVERALL!!!
OMG?!
this is what i call biasness...
she go about telling every teacher that her class is the best and that she has 100% homework of homework received...
SUPER-GODLY FAKER!
FAKER FAKER FAKER!
i cannot stand such disgusting people!
seriously!
whats the freaking problem here?
the entire levels chinese marks are distributed unevenly...
ok?
disorganisation?
or is it so that some teachers need to maintain their gorgeous "face"?
ok...
i know that mdm lim rocks...
she is a caring teacher...
but doesn really show it on the outside...
inside her...
she doesn mind being our enemy provided that we actually improve our chinese...
same kind as mrs teh...
ok...
great...
forget it...
quite tired now..
before i actually sleep over the keyboard...
let me go and take a rest already :D
cya :D
friend - or not?
Thursday, March 6, 2008
to reply to kn's tag...i dedicate this post to kn and all my friends out there...
if i have any at all :P
i have come up with some very interesting stuffs concerning my best friend, ryan :D
TODAY :D
he did something very wrong to someone...
and in the end, when i talked to him...
he personal-attacked me :D
isn that great?
the event goes ~
ryan was hitting and molesting henry as usual...
it was to an extent that henry couldn take it anymore...
his face literally turned red...
and henry was then pissed :D
waaaay pissed...
he could take it no more that ryan is molesting him with some books :D
out of countless attempts henry tried to warn ryan to stop it...
my best friend continued :D
and henry snatched ryan's books and swang it all the way to the back of the class :D
ryan literally fetched the books and STILL, reprimanded henry for doing so...
that totally pissed me off...
henry was still having that pissed and angry front...
trying to calm the atmosphere down, i talked in a joking manner...
"ryan...how old already? still play play play...haiz...."
ryan said to henry "ya la! you older than me still like that!"
i replied again..."ryan...dont be so childish can? going 16 already ==''..."
guess what?
he said this in return "ya, my dear qihao...you are so childish...see? so much white hair still so childish..."
his tone was babaric and totally insulting :D
sometimes i just cannot stand him...
tried to talk to him nicely and yet he treat me this way?
great?!
no friendly ties AT ALL dated 6th march onwards...
in conclusion...
he was 0000.0000000000000000000000000 EQ...
this is supported by his actions...
henry was very very very very angry!
charmaine could tell that toooo!
and ryan remains insensitive to henry's feelings!
hello?!
you were friends with him SINCE SEC 2...
YOU LITERALLY FORCED ME OUT OF THE GANG!
and this is how you treat your friends?
are they even your friends?
or just an object for you to snob at? to feel superior over them?
his thoughts and mine totally clashes...
my best friend...OMG?
this is further supported by his actions...
i tried to step in and resolve the matter in a light and happy manner...
and HE TOTALLY COULDN UNDERSTAND OR FEEL MY TONE,PURPOSE AND INTENTS!
hello?!
i am trying to help to resolve conflict here...
and you ARE AT FAULT!
you were molesting someone and he was getting damn pissed at that!
he resented on you...
and you scolded him back?!
that was enough already!
on top of that...
i tried to help...
and he used my point to further jack henry?
oh my celestial!
i continued trying to help in a joker-tone...
and still...
you dont understand at all...
I WAS TRYING TO RESOLVE IN A LIGHT-HEARTED WAY!
he turned the tables...
and starting with personal attacks...
i ended off the whole thing with a sentence : "THANKS ALOT FOR THE COMPLIMENT RYAN :D"
and i did smile back at him and i kept quiet...
seriously...
henry and wl are still my friends and will say so forever...
no doubt about that...
though we are not as close now...
but i can sense their emotions...
you are somehow in the same group as them and this is how you interprete their feelings?
cant you sense their emotions at all?
omg...
EQ 0000.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000!!!!!!!!
cannot stand him!
if i were to treat my friends this way....
i really wish that they can leave me immediately!
no matter what...
if you think that staying with someone is overbearing, then just leave him...
i'd rather you leave me than be inflicted by more harm by me!
i may not be able to understand then...
coz my EQ is 0000.000000000000000000000000000...
but when my EQ progresses...
i will eventually understand why you did that...
and will FORGIVE AND FORGET...
forgive and forget is totally not in the ryan's dictionary...
never in the past...
not in the present moment...
not in the future...
WHY CANT HE CHANGE FOR THE BETTER?
DOESN HE KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS TERRIBLY WRONG WITH HIM?
ASK AROUND!
EVEN THE PEOPLE WORKING WITH HIM DOESN LIKE HIM!
SOME EVEN ASK ME "WHY IS HE EVEN IN THE SC?"
you know what?
when i hear what that person say about the sc thing...
i feel super depressed...
this is what people see of sc...
incapable people leading the school...
they dont see the good scs...
they see the bad ones...
RYAN was doing english compre during our sc meeting...
IF YOUR HEART IS NOT WITH SC...
LEAVE THE ROOM...
WE WILL MAINTAIN YOUR POST...
WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE DESPERATE FOR CCA POINTS!
SERIOUSLY...
WE RATHER YOU NOT BE PRESENT FOR THE MEETING THAN DOING IRRELEVANT STUFFS DURING MEETINGS!
THATS TOTALLY IRRITATING OK?
EQ zero...
IQ 200 is also pointless...
seriously...
my dear friends...
if ryan is not of a suitable calibre to be your friend...
kindly reject him...
NEVER BECAUSE THAT YOU FEEL BAD TO REJECT HIM..
AND STICK WITH SOMEONE THAT IS TOTALLY NOT WORTH TO BE YOUR FRIEND...
NOT TRYING TO STRIP HIM OF HIS FRIENDS...
BUT I COULD TAKE IT NO MORE...
SERIOUSLY...
I FEEL SUPER TERRIBLE FOR MY FRIENDS AROUND HIM...
I DON KNOW WHY...
SOMETIMES...
I PUT MYSELF IN THEIR SHOES AND FEEL SUPER EMO, DEPRESSED AND TEARY...
WHEN I TRY TO BE LIKE RYAN...
I FEEL A TOTAL DIFFERENT WORLD...
A WORLD THAT DOESN BELONG TO MY FELLOW FRIENDS...
the word "friend" is defined differently in different parts of one's life...
now...i define it as "someone who is sensitive, understanding and helpful to me in every aspect possible...even if not of much help...its the thought that counts and i will remember that..."
in short...
a friend is someone that i remember for life...
a friend is someone that understands why i do things in certain ways...
a friend is someone that knows my emotions at that point of time... (hardest to attain coz i am emo :D)
with that i would like to end off...
ryan totally impacted my life....
he showed me a very foreign aspect of life...
that i could never understand...
from today...
i will try to say "i love you" to ryan everyday...
in hope that the word "love" can change him for the better...
i am feeling damn sad now...
why do the "friend" treat his "so-called friends" so differently from how i treat mine?
never understood it...
feeling even sadder...
just leave me alone to think through his actions...
anyone who knows the answer would like to tag the answer?
thanks alot...
恶魔之心，不可无 from tommorrow to be changed to "friend - or not?"
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
hey...look at SALLY :D selfish people ripping us of our precious study timei was waiting to ask mr chee a 10sec question during physics...
though this picture shows chem..
and BERLINA AND SALLY ganged mr chee up...
bombing him with nuclear bombs of questions...
in the end i didn ask him...
coz we still have lessons after that...
and i know that no matter what...
i wouldn get to ask the question as long as they are in the house :D
sometimes i agree with others...
EVEN IF THEY DONT HAVE ANY QUESTIONS...
THEY WILL COME UP WITH REDUNDANT STUFFS TO PREVENT YOU FROM LEARNING OR PREVENT YOU FROM ASKING RELEVANT QUESTIONS
in short...they dont want you to learn and score higher...
FREAKS!
hope mdm ashikin sees this :P
perfect pose isn it? he totally didn notice that i actually took his photo... :D
isn english great?somehow still pass with C5 :D surprising!
wow?! what a coincidence! :Dok...
sometimes, my life just needs a screwdriver to unscrew it totally...
lols...
lols...
carelessness!
argh!
emaths careless again!
AHHH!
and i did study for the test...
i can do the questions upside down...
dont know why...
but just stunned when i was doing the actual test...
lols..
and mdm ashikin said that she went around viewing our blogs...
so i was thinking...
within the class..
i guess only about 10-15 people blog?
and the links are somehow inter-related?
so she was viewing our blogs...
==''
she said that i had alot friends and said that gy didn had any...
lols...
opposite meanings would sound more corright :D
eh...
after school went to taka...
didn have lunch all the way till 6pm++
then we went to delifrance for dinner :D
ate chicken lasagne...
its so-so...
oh ya!
liangrong is super funny!
liangrong is super funny!
super thick skin but super funny :D
lols...
never fail to bring laughter to everyone...
even the delifrance waiters :D
ok...
went to taka main reason to buy gift for someone :D
lols...
and somehow...
i took a bus home..
feeling very tired now T_T
and today...
yanci told me something hellous...
the one who gave black lumps to me last year was another person ==''
ohhh great...
DONT CARE****
whatever...
just shut up and byes~
恶魔之心，不可无