Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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hey guys...
this is my 2nd "proper" post...
ok...
so, about today...
it's tuesday alright...
and the 1st lesson was PHYSICS :D
wow...MR CHEE ROCKS!
i love him...
knew how to appreciate him now...
understood everything he said, without any hint of dozing off...
and all that he taught was covered by mr lim within a MONTH'S TIME...
that's the comparison between LOVE and HATRED :D
woohs~~
talking about love...
i asked mary, our classmate, out!
and she ignored me! :D
but her face showed some expressions that i thought was supposed to mean "JOY"
well...at least i got my valentines this year :D
MARY! I LOVE YOU!
eh...that attempt to make me emo succeeded right?!
hope so...
only mary is thoughtful enough to sit beside me during lessons :D
so sweeeeeet :D
eh...but people around me don't seem to feel that way...
some just call me looney tuner, or in short, FREAK and start to say things like "SHE DOESN EXIST!"
well, being a FREAK is better than some NERD or GEEK trying to be COOL and IN :P
well...
i think you can make up who that NERDY GEEK is...
ADEEB SUCKS!
ohh...did i just type a vulgarity? sorry...
i will refrain from using ADEEB next time :D
ok...A FULL-TIME IRRITATING BAMBOO...
hello?!
nerds like me require lessons, ok!?
please be more considerate and think for people, GEEK...
talk in some "bellowed" manner all the time, monotonous somemore...
and bokai could withstand the temptation of SLAPPING HIM IN THE CROTCH...
and instead CHAT WITH HIM...
OH MY GOD!
bokai is nice...but in associative terms to GEEK, everything just fades off...
and FINALLY, mdm ashikin is CHANGING HIS SEAT!
yahoo~
no more sore-eyes, sound-irritations and no more PISSED QIHAO!
:D :D
ok, so today, i was attention-sucking...
somehow, i feel that i am sucking the energy of all those sleeping people and converting to the stance : "ON THE EDGE LISTENING TO THEORIES BY ALLLLL TEACHERS"
serious, i am finally proud that i can actually pay full attention in class!
provided minimal sleep of about 3.5hours last night...
well...last midnight...
from 1.50am to 5.20am
ain't i great?
:D
after school, the nonchalant qihao attitude came...
don't care about anything in the world besides going to cd shelter...
don't know why but somehow, urged to go cd shelter...
not practise but STUDY!
because i am freaking pissed by DIFFERENTIATION...
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH ME NOT BEING ABLE TO DO SIMPLE STUFFS?
MATHS SOMEMORE! MY HOBBY!
oh great...
but after the day at cd shelter, i am somehow enlightened; finally got to understand the topic...
asked kn questions...and somehow...
i answered his questions instead...
well, thanks anyway...without him, i couldn't blindly spot my own mistakes...
he's not much of a help anyways :D
but it's fun to be with him...
coz he's always a loser :P
eh, then i found the 《春》...
i want to play that piece...
that's one piece that can lift my spirits at all times...
but somehow i sucked at 二胡 now...
neglected practices too much...
and got to agree with kn that my skills DEPROVE ALOT...
well, i will TRY to practise more often...
i guess :D
commitment is not there, coz too many things are blocking my cerebellum and hypothalamus...
that's one of greatest regrets in life, so far...
not being able to play 二胡 well enough...
been attempting to 靠感觉定位置, but the 音准 is not really there...
揉弦 also not really there...
that made me quite depressed...
but studies 1st...so...wait till i get everything done..
then i will continue on 二胡, start on 小提琴, learn 日文 and take 音乐课程...
well MUSIC IS MY LIFE...
without music, i will not exist at all...
and thought that...
after master 小提琴, it's got to be 笛子...
笛子is a mesmerising instrument...
but 小提琴 is elegant, majestic, and everything nice :D
haha...
ok whatever..
till next time :D
恶魔之心，不可无。