Tuesday, October 23, 2007
yoz...
1st things i must clarify tat my post 2days ago bout my wish rite?
its not boy gal relations or anything liddat its purely my ambition ok? dun tink wild hor...:P
todae is a start of a new dae...
a terrible new day...
guess wat...
todae got back 3 papers...
sae e score not bad... still ok bah...but not satisfied stil...
i got beri high expectations of myself de ok?
dun tink i everything dun care :P
haiz...
1st ting got back is chem...
got 86/100 and guess wat? i was so pissed...
i missed out 1 question nvr do tat i totally can do...
and all e ionic equations i nvr see e word IONIC
all i write chemical equations... liddat 10 marks gone...
actually can get how much ne?
do ur calculations... 86 + 10 = ??
my maths not good dun ask me... total add together is 76 isit?
eh forget how to de this question le... dun ask me...
haiz...
most disappointing thing of e dae is this thing lor...
sian la....
den come back next is bio...
and guess wat? GO TO HELL!
nvr meet my expectations oso...though i tell everyone 我已不抱任何希望了，应为希望越大失望越大 but still i put high hopes on bio... coz ca2 i did beri well...
now liddat le... dun even have a1 nid my ca2 sa1 ca1 to help...
i feel beri pathetic sia...
why e drastic change in me? isit me or isit sumthing else?
noone can answer tat i guess...
eh...why now everything i guessing e ah?
i tink i lost all my confidence after this exam le lor...everything must guess de cannot gif specific things le...
u refresh my blog should be able to see wat i feeling now under e welcome section...
ohya...
i changed my blogskin!
back to old blogger style :)
haha sumone told me how to revert back so i tried it can its ok le lor...
spent me 1hr to get everything ready again but quite ok la...
i tink e skin quite cute ah?
lols...everyone change so i must keep up with trend rite? :P
haiz...back to exam...
e last things got back is english lor...
with tat mdm zubaidah in class, it nvr seemed tat we are in order :P
lols...its pandemona sia...
den e way of checking scripts is so diff la but i dun mind lor...
beri poor this time compared to other people...
but still got b lor
so i guess should be ok bah...see i guessing again le!
sian la...i dun wan guess can?! wtf...
summary still ok lor :) people sae i get quite high ah? 20.5marks
always my summary still ok de lor...
but i oso got comment e compre beri poor... and i agree 14.5/25 is lik shit lor...
and believe me tat i got tuition? siao la...
no face speak english liao...
i tink i speak english still can lor... chinese oso ok bah...and singlish is my full mark de...
any questions about singlish come ask me can le :) coz i pure singaporean mah :)
lols... at least i feel tat i can speak... can i? can sumone tell me if i can speak properly in both languages?
hahs...
i trying beri hard to keep myself happy now lor...
actually i wanna cry lik tat de lor...
got teary for e exams when i listening to sad music on bus...
this kind of 失落感 not many people will understand de lor...
summore got people in front of u sae suaning e things...
lik i said lor... on e welcome page... its wat i feel...
sry for any grammar of spelling mistake for tat chinese phrase ah....anyhow create de...
alry blog continuously for 3 daes le... tink its e only wat for me to forget my sorrows...temporarily...at least...
ytd i went out to eat dinner mah...
den i was alone on e car after tat coz they all wanna go restock fridge...
so i was listening to yes 933 as usual...
and its 闲歌记忆 lor... my fav section... and alot people posting about o lvl de lor...
almost everyone beri gan chiong for a maths 2 bah.. lols
and e dj said sumthing tat cheered me up...
“不管明天是什么paper,只要对自己有信心我相信你们一定可以成功渡过的吧。”
wows...confidence is all i nid to buck me up...
even though i lost more todae...
i dunno how to gain back lor...going outreach tmr maybe can get back sum bah...
but now thinking bout tat...seeing p6 students remind me of psle lor...
about e scores tat i once cried for...after i received em...
i m a beri emotional (emo) and mentally-weak guy lor...
lil bit e tings i can cry de...especially when i disappointed in myself...
i just cant stand those kind of feelings de lor...
its lik beri hard to explain de...u tell urself nvrmind...but ur brain tells u sth else...
which made u damn depressed... and cry...
zzz...saddies hor...all e major exams i nvr do well b4 de...
p4 streaming, psle and last year e streaming...
nvr do well b4...lik i said "well" is subjective...
sian la...i beri scared next week e cl paper liao...
coz teacher gif us last year e prelim paper...
and i only got a b3 lor...2 marks to a2...
and only 4 people got distinction...
and u nid to get a distinction to remain in hcl class lor... sian la...
all i noe is tat i m super sad, emo, no confidence and disappointed
haiz...hope u did have a happy dae...not lik me T_T
杀迪斯 WuLaBaHa