Today is e saddiest day of my sec 3 life...
omg la...
i shall talk bout sum good things 1st den start e saddies things...
1stly...i ytd got blog oso so if u miss maybe u wanna read....
only if u have e time la... coz its super saddies de...maybe make u wanna cry :P
lols...
aiyo...ytd nite i went out to eat dinner with my parents and bros lor...
den we go eat steamboat...
sumwhere we nvr eat b4 de...
as usual... we went out lik 10pm den reach home bout 12.30am lor...
haiz...den during eating rite...nothing happen and it was a super boring and meaningless dinner la...
even if it is interesting, i dun tink i got mood to share liaoz...
i told em tat if i get nice score tmr, which is today, for e exams...
they must buy me wateva i wan...
and this is e 1st time i demand for sth lik this lor..
den i was lik pretty sure tat it should be quite ok de bah...
den now it turn out to be e worst eva lor...
besides physics, i not happy with anything at all...
ss,geog,e maths, a maths, hcl...
omg la...i wanna go bang my head against e wall lor...
maths only hor compare with sa1 each deprove 30marks lor...
so total alry 60 marks lower...
den ss and geog not beri satisfied lor...den i jealous those history people...
coz they all lik get quite good de score de...
all geog people lik wanna faint liddat...
zzz...not fair lor...but at least e loms making nvr lvl 1 if not i really go die la...
haiz....maths is totally screwed la...
even if u gif me screwdriver to unscrew it out...its pointless...
coz its stuck....
sian lor... why maths become liddat...i now blog lik super depressed sia...
i come home tell my mum e score den i super bu shuang lor...
sort of lik guai lan her...coz i tell her should be ok de but come back maths liddat...
den now dunno wer she go...but i only noe tat i not going out to get wateva i wan...
coz i blogging now and noone sae wanna go out to eat or wateva de...
now i depressed should let me buy wat i wan even more rites?
haiz....
science is always my forte so i get quite good for physics i actually dun bother lor...
wat i noe is tat my maths is sucking and i can do nth about it...
明明 study liaoz... why liddat de...
haiz...i try to remain ok in class lor...and try not to talk so much to people who are suffering much more lor...i noe they nid to stay along awhile...
haiz....
tmr i dunno wat to do lor...
got chem,bio,english...
and seriously i dun put any hope to it liaoz...
they sae 期望越高,失望越高。i totally agree... :'(
wat i really scared of is my lvl position lor...
dun tink i super slack bout my score lor...
一向来保持得很好我才这么slack de...
lvl position is wat i really hope for...
if its not up to my standard...i dun even have mood to go out liao lor...
i will self-impose limitations to my actions....
dun nid my parents to set...coz i noe they will not limit me de...
tat why i scared i cannot do beta...must got sumone to limit me den i can improve lor...
haiz...
i bet almost everyone out der will be posting bout ur results rite?
got people got terrible de oso got people get fantastic de...
all i nid to noe is tat i belong to e former....
and i believe alot people out der belongs to e latter...
just sumthing to sae to all of u...get good results let people noe can...
but dun go overboard....keep hanging it around ur speech...it will just make everyone around u sae sth in their mind... "FUCK OFF GAY!"... maybe u wanna highlight to see e things inside inverted commas, but it is explicit ok...sry if i offended anyone...
and sry if i was too overboard to anyone lor...seriously...just let me noe...
:'( haiz....
ders sumthing i wanna share with u all out der...
一句责备话入聪明人心,强如责打愚昧人一百下
and it not only 责备话 even if its 酸ing de hua... it serves e same results...
now i bloggin i oso wanna cry sia...
super disappointed in myself...
haiz ok la.. i blog till here can le...
dun try to tell me "results beri good le mah...."
coz good is subjective... and "good" to me is defined highly...so...
haiz forget it byes~
杀迪斯 WuLaBaHa!