Friday, June 29, 2007
Lol...if u sae todae is a good dae then i bash u...
if u sae it is not good dae i oso bash u...
coz todea is a happy and sad day for me...
haiz...
1stly...
i got to sch todae...
and during cme lesson
a horiririririririririble thing happened...
i was being bullied by mrs koh T_T
u noe wat...
she put me all e way in front...
1st row 1st seat nearest to door...
dunno y but they sae coz last 2 terms sit beri behind so now liddat...
but now is beri sad de lor..
partly becoz in front cannot do alot tings...
and oso coz i sitting beside a study-study gal...
cannot take it...
talk oso talk about studies...
me wan depression liao la...
cannot take this kind of ppl...
this is wat we call NO LIFE
wat for we live if we dun enjoy wat we r doin?
and PLS DUN TELL ME TAT U ENJOY STUDYING...
coz if u sae tat...
and u coz of tat nvr go cca...
nvr got frens...
den i will suan u even more...
cannot take GUAI ppl...
cannot stand PAIKIA oso...
lol after e change in seats...
i was lik so depressed and lik thrown into e world of emo-ness...
i was lik... why me?
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i hate e arrangement....
lol..
cant w8 for next term...
seriously...
this may discourage me from doin beta in my studies lor...
coz i adversly affected by e ppl around me...
Fine... enuf of bad things...
talk bout good things ...
todae was e shortest dae of e week...
and every lesson was prac a slack class...
except for chem and bio...
lucky todea no physics...
i tired of it ytd with 2hr lor...
haiz...
and oso i got cca todae...
long time nvr go le...
always got camp or meeting or sumting
and now finally go liaoz
tot would not noe how to play lor...
haha
but pretty ok la...
so i beri happy...
but i noe my tune beri off~
partly due to my non-tuning
and coz no dots...
haha
tmr got combined prac and so excited lor...
lik tmr gonna be e 1st day i play e song in combine...
wonder wat it will be lik without e seniors...
good or bad?
curious but scared to now wat will happen tmr...
o.0
haiz...
to add on
i got one more sad/angry thing lor...
my bro only gave me e com when it was lik 10.30....
i was so pissed but nvr sae anything lor...
finally he realised and let me 'touch' e com...
finally la...
coz i now beri tired oso...
dunno why...
not physically but mentally...
and its liddat all e time de lor...
nvm la...
ok lor~
anyways...
pri sch got so many ppl noe my blog?
i tot i started not long ago...
summore who is athena...
pls be more specific lor...
Links~
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
lol...this post is for yesterdae de...coz i reach home at 12.30++ so dun bother to blog le...
haha..
yesterdae was a beri fun dae...
in the morning pp sms me tell me 1pm got outing/gathering at cityhall kbox...
it was a gathering among pri frens :)
lol and i woke up at bout 8+...
haha...
den i prepare everything le and go mrt station...
i asked pp w8 for me and i was l8 for 10min...
so paiseh lol...
12.30...
we board e train for city hall...
joel was at simei and cheryl woke up at 12.15 o0
haha
den pp n me reach le dunno how to go lol...
kf tel us meet at control station can see him le..
den we w8 der
but noone wat...
we tot got other control station...
den call again...
he at kallang der...
haven reach lol..
how to meet?
yahoo..
den we go kbox le..
how many pple go eh?
kf,pp,yx,cheryl,bt,sherwin,jq,sh,joel,pp,ben,kf,zh,russel,arnold and me :)
haha...
cheryl and botin late
and jiaqi got cip so join us @ hmv
sang till 7pm den go bugis take 'da tou tie'
den eat dinner...
and we went to east coast der...
play on e beach...
we talk alot of things...
especially sum of us...
and the change in us is alot...
but we are nvrtheless frens and will always be...
so lets gather more :)
and maintain this foreva~
loves to all my frens :)
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
wow...3 days pass so fast...
2nd camp in hols finish le...
on 1st day i reach sch den got nth do...
den ask sum of e scs to play 'honey do u luv me?'
after tat...
bus cum and we go...
i reach sch le den i noe tat phone will be confiscated at e campsite lol...
den i charge full oso no use...
and those who smsed me during 4th to 6th will not haf any reply lol...
sian la...
1st day we go report den i in e 'extra' list
coz my name not inside
they sae is becoz i nvr hand in consent form...
which is true la...
aiyo...
den in e end land up in gy's team...
haha
4 sec 3s and 13 sec 2s...
when in e group...
noe a bit one is liang rong and kymberly...
so at least can talk a little la..
soon we play 'honey...' again
and den ice begin to shatter...
but not all break...
got sum people juz beri shy lor...
aiya...
and sum people beri high lor :)
den during e camp i think bout alot of things...
lik this year is e last year to get this kind of camps le...
next year no chance le...
and next time is jc camp...
which is totally different la...
so i tell myself must really enthu, on, and enjoy...
juz dun care about everything lor...
in e end results lik wat i oso dunno...
sian la...
den i realise always in a camp rite...
definitely got sumone kenna bully de...
and this year i lik always e bully lai de...
lol...
haha
i e bad bad guy...
e activities der not bad la...
1st day rain...
den we take a break before going on flying fox and absail...
fly fox really damn fun fun fun fun fun fun fun
lol den when wanna go retry rite...
trainer sae only 2 more pple can go lor...
den we let e sec 2s go lor...
haha
on e same nite ( 1st day )
is e nightwalk...
and supposed to do solo...
i dunno y...
all e nightwalks i solo can de...
but this time round got 1 weird feeling tat sumthing will happen and lik abit freaked out...
but luckily til me dunno why can be double de...
den i go with gy...
he dun mind going solo or pair coz it is nth to him de...
but i feel quite bad coz i feel he wanna solo de lor...
in e end...
weird things still cropped up and i tot i sae sumthingS
when going der...
i turn to rite in e middle of e track...
i noticed sumthing pouncing onto me...
with a shiny face...
i so scared i turn to e left and sorta lik pulled my ears...
gy on my left...
and i nvr tell him...
i oso dunno why i nvr tell him...
sumthing weird is juz happening inside me...
and i sorta lik cannot see everything clealy lor...
coz 1st time i see singapore so misty...
really misty...
but i sure i saw sumthing...
even though i hoped i didn...
sian la...
den we reach le rest spot when everyone der sitting...
den i sae...
but they lik dun really belief me ah...
den nvm lor...
but i quite quiet down der....
dunno y but only reply when people ask me wat time it is...
when we all walking back...
although is big crowd le...
i noticed sumthing squatting down by e tree...
but maybe is trainer or wateva la...
i dunno...
coz when i sae they sae it is nth lor...
but i sae when we walk way further le...
when i typing now...
i getting all e creeps and getting freaked out lor...
X_X
omg...
e scarest experience eva la...
sian lor...
den i go back.... bath and go sleep...
tmr gonna be a tiring day coz we got a bukit timah hike for 5hrs...
lol so 1.30 we lik get ready...
about 1.45 den go bah...
or at least near tat time lor...
den we wanna go back earlier to get ready our campfire prep..
so we sorta lik chiong lor...
we last group to set off in e end 1st group to come back...
we beri impressing lor...
and we take lik 2hr only or 2.30hr if i not wrong...
i was leading e way with gy and liangrong sumtimes...
and likwise...
e gals behind...
but they pretty amazing
for gals to climb a hill 164m high is not easy when der are so many steep and high steps...
haha
anyways
we arrived 1st!
lol and we all go back dorm lik dead shit liddat so tired tat we dun wan do campfire prep le...
in e end we still got do...
and it is quite ok lor...
but alot of pple back out...
and i suddenly feel tat ngee ann pple really beri different frm other schs de....
haiz...
we must be more on abit mah...
den after e prep we must go back dorm coz got about 15min extra time...
so me and gy go back...
and lie down on e 2nd floor for awhile...
not realising...
we fell asleep...
wake up at 6.20 lol..
haha
a little time oso can fall asleep...
i dunno y but i think i must be physically tired coz my brain still functioning beri well...
sian la...
when campfire tat time...
i feel tat our group beri enthu liao lor...
when our turn to perform...
we do e skit and is e only group with skit lor...
:) haha
lol
and e skit is "Cartoon Idol"
lol...
haha
we got quite alot of characters...donkey,fairy godparents,charming,pinnochio,blind mouse, snow white, shrek and fiona,dragon, powerpuff gals and me!
I AM PROF. UNTONIUM
lol haha...
e skit qutie funny lor...
but we cut short alot and i glad we did lor...
:)
soon we go bath and sleep again and e next day take back handphones and go back sch
haha
and now i am typing in front of u lol...
with a beri tired state of mind ...
sleepy and sianed....
*yawn*
haiz...
go bath and sleep again...
tmr nid early wake up lol still got event tmr...
my life is juz so sad lol :'(
~~
Sunday, June 3, 2007
sian la
sry for all the delay
already 3 days nvr blog...
lol...
i dunno wat to sae but these days pass really quick...
and i sort of lik beri sad lol...
coz campmates leave le...
haiz...
its great to be with them...
:)
they are beri nice, handsome and pretty, talented, great frens and foreva understanding :)
really...
i really feel beri sad lol..
nvm la
i move to funny things lol
our group supposed to do a grand finale perform thingy
den our group still ok la :)
but other group so funny lol...
they got "super hero idol"
and the judges, they sae until beri funny lol
"the judges! Tom, dick, very 'harry' "
lol
if u get it den good for u
if not den u beta dun understand lol
haha
anyways grand finale was lik 4 hrs la
den in the auditorium became a beri tiring thing lol
although it was supposed to be high
i dun feel quite lik it lol..
nvm la...
den got facils perform
our facil LIM HONG HWEE CAN DANCE TO THE CORE!
lol
she got e best music sense
:)
and she beri nice and caring and smart
but i keep bullying her lol
den i feel so bad la
but nvm la
at least in the end i got tell her sumthing nice :)
aiyo
den till e last day den i noe sumthing beri terrible!
our group leader is e only sec 2 worZ!
liddat nvm la
but he beri no big no small lor
haha
eat my cream puff nvr help me take zzz
wat kind of junior is this
but lik me ah?
when in sec one
beri rude to sec 3 seniours
lol
retribution ah? :'(
haha
anyways i bloggin todae coz tmr even sadder
i going for another camp le
and its a overnight camp
at dairy farm
==
dairy farm only e name la
they got all e high elements and everything der lol
hope it will be fun and thought it will be more fun den e ubin one lol
haha
anyways
beri scared of nightwalk lol
quite scared of dark
umm...
actually is scared of things i see
i no guts one lor...
haha
den senious sae reach hand out cannot see anything at all
lol
make me so scared lol
haiz...
why is der even a nightwalk in the 1st place...
does it really boost ur confidence?
i think it only prove ur guts...
and my guts is as small as my fingernail...
so i beta skip it lol
or i may faint der haha
aiyo
prepare everything le but think lik got miss out sumthing lol
haha
holidays are juz way too sad for me
:'(
haiz
go dine now with family lol
quite late ah?
my family is liddat one lol
nvm...
go eat KFC!
woooo~
anyways
good luck to everyone and anyone from SLC who tag me with link will be linked!
SLC ROCKS AND I LOVE IT ALWAYS!
HONG HWEE U ARE E BEST!
AND SHAHIRAH
VONGLENG
JESSICA
ZHENYANG
ZIEN
ZICONG
BHARVIKA ( sorry if spell wrong )
AND ALL E OTHERS WHO I FORGOT UR NAME SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY
suddenly e memory guy got memory failure
CYA ALL!
GATHERING MUST CALL ME!
sry for all the delay
already 3 days nvr blog...
lol...
i dunno wat to sae but these days pass really quick...
and i sort of lik beri sad lol...
coz campmates leave le...
haiz...
its great to be with them...
:)
they are beri nice, handsome and pretty, talented, great frens and foreva understanding :)
really...
i really feel beri sad lol..
nvm la
i move to funny things lol
our group supposed to do a grand finale perform thingy
den our group still ok la :)
but other group so funny lol...
they got "super hero idol"
and the judges, they sae until beri funny lol
"the judges! Tom, dick, very 'harry' "
lol
if u get it den good for u
if not den u beta dun understand lol
haha
anyways grand finale was lik 4 hrs la
den in the auditorium became a beri tiring thing lol
although it was supposed to be high
i dun feel quite lik it lol..
nvm la...
den got facils perform
our facil LIM HONG HWEE CAN DANCE TO THE CORE!
lol
she got e best music sense
:)
and she beri nice and caring and smart
but i keep bullying her lol
den i feel so bad la
but nvm la
at least in the end i got tell her sumthing nice :)
aiyo
den till e last day den i noe sumthing beri terrible!
our group leader is e only sec 2 worZ!
liddat nvm la
but he beri no big no small lor
haha
eat my cream puff nvr help me take zzz
wat kind of junior is this
but lik me ah?
when in sec one
beri rude to sec 3 seniours
lol
retribution ah? :'(
haha
anyways i bloggin todae coz tmr even sadder
i going for another camp le
and its a overnight camp
at dairy farm
==
dairy farm only e name la
they got all e high elements and everything der lol
hope it will be fun and thought it will be more fun den e ubin one lol
haha
anyways
beri scared of nightwalk lol
quite scared of dark
umm...
actually is scared of things i see
i no guts one lor...
haha
den senious sae reach hand out cannot see anything at all
lol
make me so scared lol
haiz...
why is der even a nightwalk in the 1st place...
does it really boost ur confidence?
i think it only prove ur guts...
and my guts is as small as my fingernail...
so i beta skip it lol
or i may faint der haha
aiyo
prepare everything le but think lik got miss out sumthing lol
haha
holidays are juz way too sad for me
:'(
haiz
go dine now with family lol
quite late ah?
my family is liddat one lol
nvm...
go eat KFC!
woooo~
anyways
good luck to everyone and anyone from SLC who tag me with link will be linked!
SLC ROCKS AND I LOVE IT ALWAYS!
HONG HWEE U ARE E BEST!
AND SHAHIRAH
VONGLENG
JESSICA
ZHENYANG
ZIEN
ZICONG
BHARVIKA ( sorry if spell wrong )
AND ALL E OTHERS WHO I FORGOT UR NAME SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY
suddenly e memory guy got memory failure
CYA ALL!
GATHERING MUST CALL ME!